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The Theory Of Infinite Pain

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Parts 23
Time 2h 11m

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I wasn't supposed to introduce myself it just came out. So, I anxiously wait for him to say something but he just stares at me for a very long time; as if trying to see through me.

 I finally break our eye- battle, convinced he thinks I am strange for introducing myself after hitting him full front and making him pick my things up. I crouch down to put my books into my backpack, dust my pants off, and start to walk away. I probably have already missed my bus, I'll have to walk to walk home. 

Suddenly, someone touches my shoulder from behind, making me jump up in surprise. I turn around only to come face to face with a frustrated looking boy.

 I look startled at him wondering why he came back to stop me. 

"Caleb. I'm Caleb." He hesitantly smiles at me, seeming more vulnerable under his blue hood. 

The fact that he came back to tell me his name, fills me a feeling I have not felt in a long time; that's why I smile back and simply say:

 "Cool."

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Life has not always been easy for Yara Materson. She thought it would always be, until her father left her and her mother on their own. Starting from that moment it all just got worse.
When she meets, the strange Caleb Andrews, everything changes for the better. What starts off as an amazing friendship, in which both will grow and learn to handle their issues, might turn into something more.

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