That smile he shows just for me
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Last published Sat, Jan 8, 2022
I go unnoticed. Seemingly alone in a world full of people. Locked in my own head. But he noticed me. Which is strange. He isn't supposed to notice me.
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Non con, sexual assault, drugs/alcohol, mental health, anorexia
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