It's weird, everyday I wake up and expect the worst of the day. Whether it's the classes at school or the socialising aspect. My name is Abigail Ryan and I have never been good at making friends. There it is, straight up. I'M NOT GOOD AT MAKING FRIENDS. It's not that no one likes me, it's just the trust factor of the friendship. Apparently people see me as the 'trustworthy' type but I can never see it in others. I guess this is due to the fact that my best friend, Jessica, died at the age of 10. She died right infront of me. Ever since then I have only made one friend, his name is Brian Farrel. We are alike in the fact that we both have trust issues, just like any other teenager. He was part of the football team. He is popular. What I didn't see coming was that we clicked. We became friends automatically. Then there's the new boy....... I definitely didn't expect him.