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Listen // Lams

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Parts 14
Time 1h 24m

determinelydepressed

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- Sequel to Speak Up -

Alexander and John are taking on life in New York. Finding a place to live, getting a job, and most importantly, making sure Alexanders eating disorder and speech therapy programs are working. 

Will they be able to deal with all the issues thrown at them? Or will NYC, which seemed like a dream to the couple, become a living nightmare?All Rights Reserved

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You Look Perfect (lams) by pansmexual_lams

Alexander Hamilton is a 16 year old bisexual, who's recently been adopted from the Caribbean. John Laurens is a 17 year old openly gay teen but who still has to hide his true self from his father. They both have scars. They both have been broken. What happens when they fall in love? (Edit: this story starts off bad, seeing as this was my first story but it gets increasingly better fast so pls stick with it) ⚠️TW's are at the top of the chapters⚠️ Highest rankings so far: #2 in Lams #1 in Mullette #1 in herc #6 in alexanderhamilton #7 in jeffmads #1 in Laurens #4 in Angelica

Reunion by peoplespetpeeve

- six years later - Alex meets John John meets Alex Again Will they fall in love once again? Will friends come back together? Will Jefferson stop being an asshole? Find out for yourselves by reading this COMPLETED

Mostly Angst Lams One-Shots by Whattfisausername

Note: All my future Lams fics will be on my AO3 account (same name as this one). A collection of sad stories about Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens. I may write some one shots that aren't so depressing in the future, but for now it's just angst. *Cover art is by wubdoe on Tumblr

Speak Up | Lams DISCONTINUED by Glowungeyes

Mute!John like what you read? i'm taking writing commissions to help pay for college! information is in a post linked in the bio of thesloppiestbitch.tumblr.com :)

Next Time [Hamilton - LAMS] by Homie_Hammie

John hated the fact that he was a siren. He hated his tail that he was forced to tug everywhere. He hated that flirting was practically his second language. He hated his appeal to random sailors that happen to cross his path, but most of all he hated his voice. His "gift" that allowed him to lure in any man for his own personal desires. John could never imagine himself even being tempted to use his gift of song, but when he gets caught in a certain pirate's net, he may have to bend his own rules - for better or for worse. [LAMS] Started: July 24, 2018 Finished: August 13, 2018

wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

unspoken ✧ lams by hamilten

"I'm tired of the discipline it takes to say no." Started 5/15/17☕️ [©2017 hamilten] [hit 10k reads 7/17/17]

Last Time | lams by HarmoniaGL

TW : depression, suicidal thoughts Alexander had, according to him, no more reason to live. He was tired, and his head kept telling him that he had no one, that if he disappeared, no one would care. And that was true. Alexander was alone, terribly alone. He was waiting for someone. More than anyone on this Earth, he needed a person by his side, because that was the only thing that would have allowed him to stay alive. Alexander couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't find any meaning in his life, and to continue fighting had become useless. And he had no one. Yeah, he just needed someone. And it was there, just as everything was falling apart around him, that he met him. John. The boy he was waiting for. The person he needed. --------------------------------------------------------- Okay, this story is not amazing, but I hope you'll enjoy it!

Speak Up // Lams by determinelydepressed

FINISHED :) John Laurens has lived in South Carolina all his life. So far, nothing has changed. His town is still filled with the homophobic, racist people he's always been surrounded by, and not to mention his abusive father. Alexander Hamilton, a selective mute, has finally had enough. He leaves the Caribbean and moves in with his cousin Usnavi. So, little did John know, what's been the same for years was about to get flipped upside down, just because of one day and one silent boy.

Homeless | ♡ [Lams] ♡ by ultimateship101

**I AM FULLY AWARE THIS IS BAD, ITS FROM 2 YEARS AGO AND ALTHOUGH I WRITE MUCH BETTER IM NOT GONNA FIX IT** Alexander Hamilton is a homeless immigrant with very little chance of surviving. John Laurens is a rich South Carolinian with a kind heart. What happens when their worlds collide? ______ "Jesus fucking Christ" I yelped, my voice dry and sick. The moment I opened my mouth I could feel my lips burst from them constantly being dry. "Shit!" Someone yelled rushing to my aid. I rubbed my nose as tears burned the back of my eyes. "Are you okay," I opened my eyes to see the most gorgeous man to ever exist. His bright, hazel green, full of life eyes met my standard, brown, dead one's. His eyes widened, "woah," he said. #7 in Lams Started: September 5, 2019 Completed: September 5, 2020 "Why the fuck are y'all still reading this" -Me (April 8, 2021)

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Speak Up | Lams DISCONTINUED cover

Next Time [Hamilton - LAMS] cover

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Last Time | lams cover

Speak Up // Lams cover

Homeless | ♡ [Lams] ♡ cover

You Look Perfect (lams)

Alexander Hamilton is a 16 year old bisexual, who's recently been adopted from the Caribbean. John Laurens is a 17 year old openly gay teen but who still has to hide his true self from his father. They both have scars. They both have been broken. What happens when they fall in love? (Edit: this story starts off bad, seeing as this was my first story but it gets increasingly better fast so pls stick with it) ⚠️TW's are at the top of the chapters⚠️ Highest rankings so far: #2 in Lams #1 in Mullette #1 in herc #6 in alexanderhamilton #7 in jeffmads #1 in Laurens #4 in Angelica