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phonegar
Ongoing
Ongoing, First published Jul 07, 2018
Mature
art
coffee
comedy
darkhumor
drama
gamer
hipster
love
punk
romance
Life is as beautiful as it is torturous.
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coffee
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Table of contents
Higanbana
Sun, Jul 8, 2018
Pier Pressure
Sat, Jul 21, 2018
Taking Time
Thu, Jul 26, 2018
Wait
Wed, Aug 1, 2018
Again
Thu, Aug 2, 2018
Rise and Shine
Fri, Aug 10, 2018
A Simple Step to Hatred
Sun, Aug 19, 2018
Pastel Nightmare
Sat, Sep 1, 2018
Chance
Thu, Nov 1, 2018
Wonder
Mon, Nov 5, 2018
If You Want To
Thu, Nov 15, 2018
Before
Sun, Nov 18, 2018
And It Occurs
Sat, Dec 15, 2018
Open
Sun, Dec 16, 2018
Surprise
Tue, Dec 18, 2018
Maybe
Sun, Dec 23, 2018
//Author Update//
Mon, Dec 24, 2018
Cries Night In
Thu, Dec 27, 2018
Made A Wish
Sat, Dec 29, 2018
If I Want To-Part 1
Sat, Dec 29, 2018
Butterfly
Wed, Jan 2, 2019
Lightweight
Sat, Jan 5, 2019
//Author Update II//
Sun, Jan 6, 2019
Lest We Forget
Sun, Jan 13, 2019
Resurface
Mon, Jan 14, 2019
Resurface II
Mon, Jan 14, 2019
Resurface III
Tue, Jan 15, 2019
Earth to Jackie
Wed, Jan 16, 2019
Caught You
Sat, Mar 2, 2019
Wait, What?
Fri, Mar 8, 2019
To the Ends of the Earth
Sat, Mar 16, 2019
About Time
Mon, Mar 18, 2019
Knew It
Mon, Apr 1, 2019
Awe
Mon, Apr 8, 2019
Wow
Thu, Apr 18, 2019
//Author Update III//
Sun, Apr 21, 2019
The Side You Met Once [Preston]
Sat, May 11, 2019
The Two Ladies of My Life I
Tue, May 14, 2019
How I Hope [Preston]
Fri, May 17, 2019
Lost Time [Garret]
Sat, May 18, 2019
How We Change [James]
Mon, May 20, 2019
The Two Ladies of My Life II
Sun, May 26, 2019
Family Dinner
Tue, Jun 25, 2019
My Biggest Regrets; My Greatest Gifts [Garret]
Mon, Jul 1, 2019
The Mother and the Dream Girl [Eileen & Erin]
Sat, Jul 27, 2019
Took An Arrow to the Knee [Preston]
Mon, Aug 12, 2019
Pastel Nightmare Revisited
Tue, Aug 13, 2019
Living With You
Tue, Aug 13, 2019
Holster and Badge [Garret]
Wed, Aug 14, 2019
Chapter 50 Special [Everyone]
Thu, Aug 15, 2019
Ink
Fri, Aug 16, 2019
The Early Morning Double
Fri, Aug 23, 2019
Afterbirth [Garret]
Thu, Aug 29, 2019
4154 [???]
Thu, Aug 29, 2019
The Mellow Tide
Sat, Sep 21, 2019
Decompress (Garret)
Wed, Sep 25, 2019
The Mellow Tide II
Thu, Nov 28, 2019
Shionomai Bound (Preston)
Sat, Jan 11, 2020
Decompress II (Garret)
Mon, Feb 3, 2020
By My Side [Lovebirds]
Thu, Apr 23, 2020
If I Want To-Part 2
Thu, Apr 23, 2020
If I Want To - Origins
Thu, Apr 23, 2020
CODE 3 - CHAPTER 1
Thu, Apr 23, 2020
CODE 3 - CHAPTER 2
Mon, May 11, 2020
CODE 3 - CHAPTER 3
Mon, May 11, 2020
CODE 3 - CHAPTER 4
Tue, May 19, 2020
CODE 3 - CHAPTER 5
Thu, Nov 12, 2020
CODE 3 - CHAPTER 6
Sun, Nov 22, 2020
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CODE 3 - CHAPTER 4
Tue, May 19, 2020
CODE 3 - CHAPTER 5
Thu, Nov 12, 2020
CODE 3 - CHAPTER 6
Sun, Nov 22, 2020
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