I Might Die Inside **Editing/ on hold**
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Saydie Wynee had put a gigantic wall across her heart. Not wanting any man to crossed, and tear down the barrier that she strongly built all though out the years with anger, hatred, fear, pain and sorrow. She swears. She’d never sought of love that didn't exist in reality. Who would think that on one lovely day of 13th of June she'll met Alexander Margot at the city. She’ll found love that she never anticipated in her wildest dream. Saydie never failed to read person based from their first meeting. She though at first that he was obnoxious rich, spoiled self centered man. Let’s see how things would change around this two completely different people.
“Who said it will not be fun Saydie!” Alexander grinned devilishly.
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