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Ongoing, First published Jul 07, 2018
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"When all you can focus on is the thing one that hurts you the most..It contradicts everything."


Daniel Howell learnt a valuable lesson the day he arrived at the McKinnon Unit. 

To never leave your diary on the bed.


(THE STORY IS UNRELEASED & BEING WRITTEN )
|Trigger Warning; Eating Disorders & Self Harm|
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