Addicted
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Last published Fri, Aug 10, 2018
Every individual has a certain weakness. As strange as it may sound, I had found a stronger addiction than any known drug. My addiction wasn't a liquid, nor a pill, my addiction was a man. A man who didn't love me, or does he?
Warning!
For mature readers only. This book contains sexual acts, drugs, strong language and themes not appropriate for minors.
This book's audience is for 18+
Highest rank:
#74 Reflection
#13 overcomingdepression
#14 reallifesituations
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