Sigh【Ein X Reader】[ Completed ]
Mariko_Akiyama
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  • Reads 34,028
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  • Parts 70
  • Time 7h 49m
Mariko_Akiyama
Complete, First published Jul 08, 2018
Mature
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CONTENT CONTAINS :

SELF HARM
SUICIDE ATTEMPTS
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
MENTAL ILLNESS
SEXUAL CONTENT
DRUG USE
ABUSE
GORE
VIOLENCE
&
STRONG LANGUAGE

IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!!

•

" What was that for? "

" For you to shut up "

" What? "

" It's not what it looks like "

" Ouch "

" Sorry "

" What was that for? "

" I don't know "

In that moment, is where everything started to change my life.

•

I tried my best to hide it. I thought I was going to be dead, never underestimate him. He's got shit you've never seen before.

I lost my father because of him, my sister's and brother's life are in my hands. I have to be careful, I can't loose them, without them, how can I live?

Until he came into my life, I feel different from the inside.

His eyes meets mine, it's like a fire was lit inside a dark room and it became brighter, my world that was upside down is turning the right way up, I think I love him, but the problem is.

I'm using him while I Sigh in plain sight.

Who is this 'he'?, What will 'he' think when 'he' finds out this person is using 'him'?, Will it end happily?, Or another plot twist that has been in my other books?

Read this book to know.

FYI, Ein is human in this story.

[ Completed ]

Started : 3rd September 2019.
Finished : 3rd December 2019.

[ Highest Ranking : #27 in Aphmau ]
[ #2 in Ein ]
[ #1 in Ein X Reader ]
[ #2 in Sigh ]

Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN.

My OC :

Xelora Kiselyov
Catherine Fox
Ash Lee Mandrell
Natalie Rosetta Mandrell
Coraline Alycia Jones
Mariko Akiyama
All Rights Reserved
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