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Deep Blue

LECTURAS 8,347
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LECTURAS 8,347
Votos 146
Partes 7
Hora 1h 23m

mystery poetry realisticfiction romance teenfiction

When life is tumbling down,
No love is around,
Is there any strength left in her to stand her own ground?
Crying inside and out,
Wondering when the hell she's going to sprout,
To only realize she's dying in this never ending drought,
Mentally. . . 
Physically. . . 
Emotionally. . .
For internally. . . 

Staring at the celebrities on TV,
Thinking when the hell that's going to be me?
Not having to worry about the next mouth to feed,
But only stressing on my next appearance on MTV,
When is that going to be me?
Am I going to be happy?
A five letter word that only brings my life misery,
Making me realizing,
 Life is to short to be dreaming make believe fantasies

Life is mysterious,
The devil working on plans to make me go ballistic,
To the point where I don't want to hear it,
All the lying bullshit,
False prophecies & fortune cookies,
There nothing but folk tales that can all go to hell,
Forget once upon a times and fake spells
I'm my own princess from the depths of hellTodos los derechos reservados

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