That One Wallflower

Many people think that being the shy one is awesome in high school. People usually go after that person to be their friend or to date because they're mysterious. As you may know, humans love mysteries. They all crave the end result. There are times that most people don't care. Which is where I come in.

I am well known for being the anxious wallflower at my college, the only difference between me and other wallflowers is that I didn't used to be this way. I didn't always have anxiety when doing things and talking to people. I have really bad social anxiety now though, so I always feel alone and hated, even with so-called friends.

I never believed I could be anything other than the depressing shy girl in the corner that people thought of as loud and annoying. Which was slightly true. Until there was that one day where that one guy decided to finally talk to me.