Written in the Stars
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I never fully expected to find happiness. I knew I wasn't technically depressed, but a happy ending just never really came into my mind. I just tried to get by, day to day.
I know that's not the normal lifestyle of a 17 year old girl, but I'm not normal. I can't remember a time when my mother actually looked after me, and didn't just use me to cook for her and give her money for alcohol and cigarettes. She can barely keep herself alive, let alone me. So I guess I just took on all the responsibility as soon as I was old enough.
But then one day that all changed. The day I met them. And then everything to do with my mum seemed meaningless. And for the first time ever, I actually had hope that one day, I could be truly happy.
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