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"Stop lying to me." Asher hissed harshly, his eyes furious as he hits the wall beside my head making me flinch.

"I'm not lying." I defended pathetically, looking away from his dull eyes. Knowing if I locked eyes with him he'll tell through my lies.

"Yes you are. Everything you say are lies!" He yells punching the wall again making me flinch. 

"Enlighten me! What did I lie about!? Huh?" I asks, my anger raising by the seconds.

"Saying that you're fine when you're not. Saying that you sleep when you don't. Saying that nothing bothers you, but in reality you can't breath." His heavy breathe fans my face as I held in my tears. My heart beats rapidly  against my chest.

"Aren't you tired of lying? Aren't you tired of pretending!? Tell me!?" He yells, his veins in his neck popping out with each words he says. As he begins shaking my shoulders like he's trying to pull me back to reality.


Behind my smile was a breaking heart. Behind my laugh I'm falling apart, behind my my eyes are tears at night. No one has ever notice but him.

Only him.

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They thought their pain was permanent, every ounce of fear and doubt drowned them in a deep pit. They tried to climb out of it, but they couldn't. They were too stubborn to actually acknowledge they needed each other. Their love was like two opposite magnets trying to click. 

What do you think happens when a mafia attacks an illegal underground fight?

Asher, the mysterious heartless man helps Ava...?All Rights Reserved

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Their Possession by maghee23

"What did you say?" Asher asked calmly. "I-I don't wa-" I was cut off by his loud laugh. He came behind me and wrapped his arm around my waist. "Looks like our little girl loves to daydream brother." He said to Alec who is watching everything with a blank face. He walked slowly towards us and stood in front of me. He grabbed my jaw harshly and said calmly "I dare you to say it again." When I stayed silent Asher grabbed my hair and jerked my head back "Answer him" he shouted on my face making me close my eyes in fear. How could I speak when they both are keeping me in between them like this. I took a deep breath to calm down my fear. I have to do this if I don't want to lose my life and my freedom to them. I opened my mouth and said those words which could only get me killed by them. ~~~~~~~ 18+ story. 🔞🔞

SURRENDER - Mafia Romance by riinab

BOOK 1 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄, 𝐃𝐑𝐔𝐆𝐒, 𝐀𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐇𝐎𝐋, 𝐖𝐄𝐀𝐏𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒, 𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 ♚ "𝘕𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴, 𝘐 𝘴𝘢𝘸 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘭ish 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴." ♚ "Enough!" I yelled but before I could breathe in I was pinned to the wall. I gasped. Staring into his dark blue eyes made every bone of my body weak. He smirked, knowing exactly what he did. "You got too comfortable with me, doll but I didn't show you what Ace can really do." He mumbled. He broke the eye contact we were having and leaned closer to my neck. My heart beat was racing his and each breath he took sent electricity all over my body. I bit my tongue, scared of what my brain could make me say. "And I don't think you want to know," he whispered so close to my ear sending shivers down my spine. I took a deep breath, trying to collect my thoughts. He moved back to stare into my eyes, wanting to see his effect on me but I didn't give it to him. I smirked, pushed my chin down and looked up at him. "You're all talk, Ace," I whispered, not even blinking. I saw the gulp that rose in his throat, growing my smirk. "Even when I am under your grip, you're still under my control." ♚ ♚ TROPES ♚ Dark Romance Mafia Romance Forced proximity Enemies to lovers Love triangle Living together ♚ 14.08.23: 2 Dangerous 12.03.24: 2 lovetriangle 26.11.24: 1 action-romance ♚

ACE and his ANGEL | 18+ by Mafia_diamond_girl

18+ only She has had a great life with her wonderful family in her hometown of San Diego CA since she was born. She had an amazing life with her family until something bad happened to her dad....Ever since their life changed completely..... Would she know the people she trusted would betray her in her back? When something happened to her while she was hanging out with her "best friend ", " boyfriend and his best friend" made plans to destroy her life. There will happen something to her when she makes a BIG MISTAKE in her life. when fate leads her straight to New York for a fresh start she crosses paths with the most dangerous/ handsome heartless mysterious and well- dressed, TALL - FIT AND WELL-BUILT TATTOO, A COLD HEART AND HEARTLESS AND CARELESS, DARKNESS mafia boss ACE He had a good life with his last girlfriend in New York City until bad happened to her. He burned the world down to find who had done that to his love of life. He becomes cold/careless and a powerful man, who doesn't give a dam about people. Expect his family. He becomes away from his family and is colder, a player. When fate leads him to the girl is an angel and sweetheart and a caring and kind woman. Crosses paths with her when his life becomes a mystery and the weird and uncomfortable lifestyle he is in, he will try to pull away from her expect her to become his angel How long will they will last? ⚠️MATURE CONTENT 18+ OF {SMUT}EXPLICIT language/ SWEARING/ VIOLENCE/ GUN VIOLENCE/ REFERENCE TO RAPE AND SMOKING AND ALCOHOL AND DRUGS AND BLOOD AND DEATH / GANGS AND WEAPONS AND sexual assault AND ABUSE AND KIDNAPPING. ⛔️ PS This is the end of the mafia story, this will be #1, #2, and #3 books will be continuous of this one only with a small part of the life in the time jump - © All rights reserved

Heart of Fury - Stone and Fire # 2 [17+] by foreverbooked81

College? No, this was paradise. Three years filled with partying, not so secret underground drug-deals, and hot-headed men sliding into beds like snakes with no self-control. Things were different now. I wasn't that perfect, frill-wearing angel Mama thought would walk into the house ring-beared. So many things had changed, except for one. Him. He was a disease, one I couldn't get rid of no matter how hard I tried. Everytime he's near, I feel myself turn into something I've never seen before. Like there's something under my skin only he is capable of bringing out. He's manipulative, twisted, and completely wrong in every way. I hate him. Yet every night, from miles away, I find him in my dreams. Mikhail Volkov Fuck the patriarchy. Better yet, fuck everything and everyone. It was a game of cat and mouse, me chasing victories every single day. The Bratva's constant want for war was what kept the fuel in my blood, burning up into flames whenever my knuckles made contact with another opponent. In the end, I'm always the one left standing. This fire in my bones, I feel it burst into flames while every dark memory, thought and desire runs into my fists. So many medals, but only the people around me could see them. The real battle was against my head. And maybe, just maybe, I was afraid to admit that I had no chance in winning it. She makes it harder. An angel with wings to everyone else, yet a master at unveiling those devil's horns only when I'm near. There's this darkness, this fire, in the both of us. The only difference is, she's better at hiding it. She was gone, far away, yet there was this tether dowsed in fuel connecting us, one that only lit up when she came back. Every time she's near, I feel the limits surrounding my wrath being tested. Then again, rules are only made to be broken, right? Mafia Dark Romance *Standalone*

Pregnant by the Mafia Boss ✓ by YourTemptationx

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Rightfully Yours BxB by scarlettlove

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