I Miss Who I Used to Be (Sketch x Reader)

I am Y/N L/N and I'm 18. I do YouTube for a living but I hate my life. The only friends I have are gone. I want to die. I used to be funny and cool, friendly and smart, but now here I am. I live a terrible life. I sit in a dark corner watching others enjoy themselves. I'm lonely and depressed. I've been like this ever since my parents died in a fire. I have a bully too. I never got to see his face, but I know he has dirty blond hair and a Boston accent. I live my life alone. Oh wait. Loneliness is always by my side. What a great way to live, am I right? No. I'm never right.

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I'm Elijah Peter Best and I'm 19 years old. I have a twin brother named Ethan who is 4 minutes older than me. I live an awesome life. I have a YouTube channel with over 1 million subscribers. Just one thing... I kind of, sort of, maybe, bully someone in my neighbourhood. I never even got her name. But she's shy and weak so it doesn't matter. I can do what I want. I bully her with Ethan and sometimes my friends. It's really fun. I started bullying her as soon as I got out of school. People bullied me for having dyslexia and stuff, but I changed that. Now I'm the bully. Sometimes I regret it. I miss the old me... Sometimes the person I bully just goes on her computer and does stuff for hours. I don't even know what her damn face looks like. Whatever. I'm also a fan of someone on YouTube. She's really pretty. Her channel name is "Y/N Gamer" I think. She just does gaming stuff, obviously. But I may have a little crush on her. Okay. A BIG crush. She lives in the same city as me, I really hope I can meet her one day. But will she ever like a bully like me?