snakea and love lifea

Sometimes the people you hold close can be stabbing you in the back most times but you are scared to face the truth why is that? afraid of losing people u care for love almost sometimes your around them you get a certian urge to sometimes leave them alone and just block them out i still struggle to block a person out who has done my wrong doings i can't fight the way i feel all i have to do is write about it im never really good at expressing my feelings towards others or anything like that sometimes i feel as if im a tiny dog who lives in a cage for most of its life one day i hope i lose being such a simple minded person but as of right now i hate my fucking self i let people get in my way of something special and still except them back i feel so stupid sometimes