You make it so hard. (5Sos)

Well where do I start? My life is....interesting you could say. I have a family..obviously, um I have a little sister called Skye and an older brother called Jacob, a mom but my dad? i don't know, he left along with my twin brother, Calum. I just finished high school, I'm 19. I know I know I'm awkward but hey don't judge you don't know me. But you will, don't make this hard. Did I mention my names Lux. Lux wasn't normal, shes awkward at first but then you get to know her. She's done pretending that her father running away with her brother is ok, she needs to find him, whatever it take. who would have guessed he was on that magazine she was reading last week. not me. But that boy with the curls will make her world turn around. that boy will make it so hard. So hard to not fall.