Myself
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Last published Tue, Jul 10, 2018
Santiago is a boy. His parents say that, and even his friends don't know about him at all. All they know is his outside and his inside's unknown to everyone. He's not really comfortable on his body and being a boy just feels terrible.
But if he lets himself think about him as not a boy he would go crazy.
All he gets to hear from the outside, from his schoolmates and his family, is that being different is just wrong.
He will learn how to change his mind and that being different is just perfect.
A story about finding yourself and embracing who you are.
A story about bullying, fake friends and real friendships.
Enjoy
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