Till You're Numb

"Was it worth it?"

"No amount was worth losing everything I cared about- wish I would've known that back then."

Jeon Jungkook is presumed dead, a distraught lover blames himself for the tragedy and decides to take his own life in hopes to pay for his wrong doings.
A final departure letter is sent and read by Jungkook, who is still very much alive. Though, that's only one of the many conflicts, as everyone in the group is dealing with their own serious problems, all fixable- but extremely difficult.