After a particular troubling event Carlton Lassiter is left broken and shamed as he believes the death of a 14 year old girl is his fault. Though what he doesn't know is that he's not to blame at all, his lover Shawn Spencer should be the one to blame. Will Lassiter forgive Shawn after he reveals the truth? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Hiya! This is my first story, it was written at 12 in the morning... I couldn't sleep. If you'd like to, check this out! I don't know if it's any good, but I gave it a shot. If you give this a go, I hope you enjoy it!!