Proved Me Wrong
Do You ever just lay in bed and think of those perfect scenarios that you know will never happen? Well that is what I do all the time. Wanting a guy so bad that you make a whole fantasy in your mind of the life you wish to have with him. Or wanting him so much that you cant function, so you have to try to forget your feelings in order to be able to concentrate on things. But here is my problem. I am afraid to give myself up to a guy, any guy. Now im not talking loosing my "V" card, but just letting a guy love you. Being afraid that once you love him back, he will run away, scareing you to never love again for the rest of your life. But thats the thing. I have to tell myself to not be scared. To trust people more often. And to love me, hopefully as much as I love them.
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