Bitter Sweet
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Last published Tue, Sep 4, 2018
It's been two weeks since two weeks since Reid was kidnapped by Tobias Hankel, drugged, and almost killed. He's lucky to be alive, but that doesn't mean the same person he was before. Since the day he was saved, Reid found something that helps him get through the day, it makes him feel alive, but at the same time, it's killing him.
Dilaudid...
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I've noticed there was a lack of Reid on Dilaudid fanfics around and I want to fix that.
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