Mein dunkles Monster
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Fri, Jul 13, 2018
Ich schreibe wenn es mir schlecht geht. Ich habe beschlossen dieses geschriebene zu teilen. Vielleicht interessiert es ja wen. Vielleicht auch nicht. Hier kommt immer etwas wenn mein "dunkles Monster" meine Depression mal wieder heftig zugeschlagen hat. Dies sind meine persönlichen Gedanken und meine persönliche Geschichte.
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