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Madison is a bright young girl, with great friends. She was a happy and healthy young girl... Until she wasn't. The disorder took control of her life and destroyed her happiness. Her friends got distant because they couldn't watch her destroy herself anymore. But it was worth it. She had her best friend Ana, the one who always stuck by her side and helped her.
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Her Silent Cries

You never really realize what kind of bad things can happen to people until you actually see these things happen. When I was seventeen, my best friend went through something that has left me traumatized to this day. If only we’d been more informed, maybe we could have done something. We could have tried to help. But I seemed to have been the only person listening to her silent cries for help. And there wasn’t anything I could do. Cover made by my friend Tee (AKA A_Blonde_Unicorn)

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