Disordered.
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Last published Fri, Jul 13, 2018
Madison is a bright young girl, with great friends.
She was a happy and healthy young girl... Until she wasn't.
The disorder took control of her life and destroyed her happiness. Her friends got distant because they couldn't watch her destroy herself anymore.
But it was worth it. She had her best friend Ana, the one who always stuck by her side and helped her.
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