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boyxboy love secrets self-harm

16 year old Alex Smith has a bad case of depression. He's been through a lot. but he has a secret that no one else knows. He cut's himself. Suffering from Depression, Alex doubts himself on a daily basis. He feels as if no one cares... or do they? He's been alone from pushing everyone else away. But that will all suddenly change when he finds himself falling head over heels for Cameron, the only best friend that gets him. Will Alex tell him and face the possibilities of them being together? or will he keep another secret to himself, making it only harder?All Rights Reserved

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Loving the Fighter by EmmittRose

Book 1 This is a boyxboyxboyxboy story! 17 year old Jaxon Young is only good at one thing: fighting. He fights his teachers, his father, and he fights for money. Fighting is the only thing he's good at. It was supposed to be a regular night in the ring for the young street fighter when things turn south quickly. Police show up, arresting people left and right until no one is left to run away, and among those who were arrested is Jaxon. His offered a deal. Go to jail or get passed along to some criminal conversion camp. Obviously not liking the first option, he chooses the second but quickly realizes he should have just gone to jail when he finds his new roommates making out on the floor. His roommates have their eyes set on him, but will he let them do anything about it or will he fight this like he does everything else? ONCE AGAIN, this is a boyxboyxboyxboy story. 4 boys. Together. Thank you for your time. This cover was made by: @1-800-get-yeeted TRIGGER WARNINGS for this story include: abuse, violence, mentions of rape, eating disorders, homophobia All of the above can be avoided in the chapters though. In each chapter containing sensitive topics, a trigger warning is given as well as a summary of the chapter so everything is explained in a better, non triggering way. Stared: November 5, 2019 Ended: June 20, 2021 Ratings: #1 in boyxboyxboyxboy #1 in poly #1 in triggerwarnings #1 in criminals #1 in camp # 1 in gaypride #1 in polyamory #1 in lgbt #1 in gayfiction #2 in bl

Don't Call Me Crazy (boyxboy) by A_R_Rockettt

Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination. "You have no emotions, you don't feel, you don't empathize......and you don't love," he told me, his anger turning into sadness. "Your right," I replied with an empty smile. "And the worst part.....is that I can't help but love you." he said before pushing past me. Cameron Silverstone was never ordinary. He was popular but never liked. He's an outcast to put it lightly. Everyone suspects there's something wrong with him, but they have no idea. People often think he's heartless and doesn't care, and their right. His heart is anything other than warm. The day Joshua took a picture of him, is a day neither of them will ever forget.

Lost Boys by lixlovesyou

A so-called "homicidal maniac" and an emotionless, cold-hearted boy. What could possibly go wrong? Theodore Smith is different, he tries to run away from his dark past while struggling with his mentally ill mother who is on the brink of falling into complete insanity. He blocks out all his emotions so that he won't have to face the pain he went through before. But should he? Grey Andrews is a cold distant boy, closed off from the outside world. His life was snatched away from him and with it his happiness too. He tries to run away from his feelings because he always believed that emotions make you weaker. But do they? What happens when these two painful lives cross paths? Will it end in bloodshed? Or will it change everything? Ranks: #1 in depression #62 in boyxboy

We've got scars on our future hearts (Jalex) by hityawiththeonetwo

Alex dealt with self harm when he was younger, that's over now though- he's better, until he's not. Struggling with the idea of self harming as an adult Alex keeps the issue to himself, but living on a tour bus with your band there's only so long you can keep something a secret. Warning: Contains graphic descriptions of self harm

Not My Fault (BxB) by JoBrelsforth

Some of this story is set on private due to self harming, violence and sexual contact between boy x boy, so if you do want to read my story I'm afraid you shall have to follow me. Quinn is a Sixteen year old boy who is hiding a secret, a secret he is struggling to keep to himself. For a little over a year, Quinn has been a abused and raped by his step brother Noah, he feels powerless against the older stronger boy and has taken to self harming to feel something different, to control the pain he feels. But being made to go to a therapist Quinn's secret is no-longer a secret. Will his life improve when his secret is finally out or will it finally push Quinn over the edge?. I hope you enjoy the story, I am dyslexic so there may be spelling mistakes, please try and put up with them. Thank you :) (All Rights Reserved)

The Weight Of What I Can't Say by archaiii_

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The Drugs Won't Help Book. 1 by DontTrustACryBaby

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Hate Is a Battlefield, Love Is the War by BroDab

Gavin is caring and sweet despite his troubled home life. What helps keep him going is his long-time crush, but Gavin doesn't think they feel the same. ----------------------------------------- Törin is the school's bully. He constantly hurts Gavin physically and mentally. Törin is the toughest guy in school, or so everyone thought. He has a secret that could change everything. It's up to him to be the brave, fearless guy everyone sees him as or he could lose the one he truly loves. ------------------------------------------- Tarra has had a large crush on Gavin for as long as she could remember. She never screwed up the courage to tell him, and then she finds out she'll never have a chance. After her dreams were crushed, all of a sudden, someone struts into her life and makes her realize new things about herself and could teach her what true love really is. ---------------------------------------------- Alex is gay. He has known for as long as he can remember. One day, his entire world gets flipped upside down, and he needs strength from someone in order to get through it. Will he be alone or able to find a light in his darkest days? *Trigger warning: mentions of self harm and sewer slide attempt*

Hollow | BxBxBxB by ElijahDiva

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Sweet Secrets by januarygloom__

21 year old Alex is a unique person. His pronouns are he/him, but sometimes he was just flat out confused. Overall, he'd decided that he/him fit him best, despite the fact that his biggest secret lies underneath his clothes and inside his bedroom. He has a crush on the boy from the shop across the way from his shop in the mall, they'd been staring at each other, smiling and winking sometimes here and there, but neither of them had asked the other out, let alone introduced themselves. Alex wanted to pluck up the courage to do so, but what if this guy wasn't even gay? More importantly, what if on the off chance he was interested in Alex, he found out Alex's secret and hated him for it? TWs in advance: There is smut, plenty of it, as well as self harm, homophobia, panic attacks

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Loving the Fighter

Book 1 This is a boyxboyxboyxboy story! 17 year old Jaxon Young is only good at one thing: fighting. He fights his teachers, his father, and he fights for money. Fighting is the only thing he's good at. It was supposed to be a regular night in the ring for the young street fighter when things turn south quickly. Police show up, arresting people left and right until no one is left to run away, and among those who were arrested is Jaxon. His offered a deal. Go to jail or get passed along to some criminal conversion camp. Obviously not liking the first option, he chooses the second but quickly realizes he should have just gone to jail when he finds his new roommates making out on the floor. His roommates have their eyes set on him, but will he let them do anything about it or will he fight this like he does everything else? ONCE AGAIN, this is a boyxboyxboyxboy story. 4 boys. Together. Thank you for your time. This cover was made by: @1-800-get-yeeted TRIGGER WARNINGS for this story include: abuse, violence, mentions of rape, eating disorders, homophobia All of the above can be avoided in the chapters though. In each chapter containing sensitive topics, a trigger warning is given as well as a summary of the chapter so everything is explained in a better, non triggering way. Stared: November 5, 2019 Ended: June 20, 2021 Ratings: #1 in boyxboyxboyxboy #1 in poly #1 in triggerwarnings #1 in criminals #1 in camp # 1 in gaypride #1 in polyamory #1 in lgbt #1 in gayfiction #2 in bl