Here you Are
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Last published Thu, May 1, 2014
16 year old Alex Smith has a bad case of depression. He's been through a lot. but he has a secret that no one else knows. He cut's himself. Suffering from Depression, Alex doubts himself on a daily basis. He feels as if no one cares... or do they? He's been alone from pushing everyone else away. But that will all suddenly change when he finds himself falling head over heels for Cameron, the only best friend that gets him. Will Alex tell him and face the possibilities of them being together? or will he keep another secret to himself, making it only harder?
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