I lost my father the most important man in the whole world. My whole world is falling apart. I cut myself every day, my mom not knowing. I never thought I could find love. I thought I was a useless piece of shit. Apparently not.
I don't know what happened...
How can you be somebody's world one day and not be the next? Why'd he push me away when all I wanted to do was love him?
I guess he needed to find himself and it wasn't my fault but it felt like it...
Its the most painful thing I've ever had to do because I still love him and I don't think he loves me anymore.