Depression & Drug
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Hidup Darka yang awalnya biasa saja berubah menjadi luar biasa setelah kedua orang tuanya bercerai. Darka diurus oleh ayahnya dengan segala latihan keras dan juga hukuman yang membuatnya menjadi kepribadian yang sangat dingin dan kejam. Obat - obatan adalah cara untuk mencari ketenangan di pikirannya. Berawal dari kejadian tentang ia dikenalkan tentang dunia malam dan akhirnya ia berakhir di penjara selama beberapa tahun.
Setelah bebas dari Penjara, Darka dipindahkan oleh ayahnya ke California untuk menjalani rehabilitas di salah satu pusat rehabilitasi para korban pecandu narkoba.
Rehabilitasi yang ia kira tidak akan berhasil membuatnya berubah, berhasil mempertemukan nya dengan seorang Dokter Psikolog yang akan menemaninya untuk beberapa tahun kedepan. Masa rehabilitasinya yang ia kira akan menjadi mimpi buruknya, berubah seketika setelah gadis yang sekaligus menjadi Dokternya membuat Darka percaya akan kehidupan kedua yang diberi oleh Tuhan.
Akankah Darka akan berubah? Akankah Darka bisa mendapatkan Gadis tersebut? Bagaimana kisah selanjutnya?
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