Journey through the Unknowns

You awake to another day, another week. You dread the day ahead of you. The constant fear that one move would ruin everything.
You didn't know that the day was so close, a day you wish to rewind - to make everything right again or at least to the way it was before. You want to be able to understand or somehow read the other person - to know their perspective; their reasoning behind all their actions.
Maybe, just maybe, they might also one day truely understand your feelings that are hidden beneath layers of concrete. But that's just wistful thinking.
You are a bomb - the reactants inside awaiting for the right time till there is a certain amount of trigger that forces you to explode. Everything uncontainable. One word. Chaos.