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*AN: I wanna say the start of this books is cringe and slow, but i've been working on this book for like 5 years of my life. so if you can push through it gets better i swear! thank you for reading!
Zane and Travis look through a black and white lenses. The entire world growing up was dull. When Zane and Travis run into each other, colors shoot from left and right, until their entire view is vibrant.
This story follows Zane RoMeave and Travis Valkrum through a more semi realistic/semi dramatic, darker teenage high school experience. Will they learn to deal with their mental illnesses, family issues and the sexual tension between them or completely lose everything?
TIGGERS: depression, self harm, sexual activities, drug/sexual/physical abuse, language, violence, over dosing, starving, trans/homophobia
(the entire book is a trigger to be honest. there are triggers at the beginning of each chapter)
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