"Why does the world, why does it always crash when this bullshit life gets better!"
He panted, struggling for breath.
" This world doesn't know how to take a fucking hint"
His eyes were swollen to the gods, the tears streaming down his face had no intent of surrendering.
"It doesnt know how to stop with the bullshit, she didnt have to leave. She didnt have to go. But the shitty God that is praised took her away!"
He was clenching his fist, crimson droplets dripping from his hands.
"And I cant get her back.."
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This story touches mental health a lot and reflects kinda reflects very lightly on nightmares I have experienced it is very personal , essentially my POV is that of suga ( the romance parts are only here to lighten the mood ) these experiences reflect very strong depression and anxiety, these are nothing to leave alone, if you think you are suffering from either or any form of bad mental health please talk to someone, and this story goes very in depth so grab your tissues but theres also some romance, nothing big just like, well you'll see ^^