Ben's Silhouette
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"I love you Ben, I don't ever want you to be sad."
"I'm not with you."
Damian and Ben have been together for five years, until a tragedy strikes leaving Damian to pick up the pieces of their relationship. To cope with the loss, Damian writes a book of the times that mean the most for him, out of guilt and love for Ben. As time ticks away, Damian is left to remember all of the moments they shared. But when is it too late to repair the damage, and let go of the memories?
(BxB)
Mature content: suicide, self harm, sexual content, mature language, violence, dramatic elements
Trigger warning for cutting and alcohol abuse
Trigger for suicidal thinking and actual forms of suicide
Trigger warning for abuse and abusive events
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