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Time 2h 2m

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My breath is getting shallow and I can feel my heartbeat slowing down. 
Numbness. I should be grateful, happy even, but...
"Tae, please, please don't close your eyes!" I can feel warm hands caressing my face, I open my eyes as much as I can, trying to catch just one last glimpse of the angel before me.
"...m sorry, s-s-sorry" 
"No, please stop, please stop talking, ambulance is on the way, everything will be alright!" His beautiful eyes glisten with tears, I try to reach his face, but my hands won't cooperate, I can feel myself fading away. I don't want to go yet, I want to touch him again, feel his warmth, see him smile and tell him that I'm not going anywhere.
"Tae! Tae! Open your eyes! Please, I'm begging you! I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, please I will do anything, but please don't leave me!" 
"K...Kkk..ie, s...ry" I close my eyes for the last time, I can't feel anything anymore, just regret. So much regret. Somewhere in the distance I can hear someone crying, calling my name, begging. Who? I don't know anymore. 
One last exhale. It's over.All Rights Reserved

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Blind Love | Kim Seokjin, Kim Taehyung, Min Yoongi by Shookieillegirl

"Why are you still here Minji? Why would Taehyung still keep you around to look after me if he already got what he wanted..." His voice was quiet and new tears were silently falling down his cheeks once again. "Because I want to be your side Jin. Will you let me be your nurse and take care of you still? I swear to be a good one and an even better friend." His ears turned red on me and I thought I saw a little smile on his face before it vanished. "I can't do anything for you Minji. I have nothing to offer you. I can't pay you to care for me. Do you still want to be my friend even though I'm blind and penniless now?" I held his hands in mine and although he couldn't see me right now, I was drowning in those dark brown eyes of his. A smile formed on my lips as I look lovingly at him. "Not just a nurse or a friend Jin, but I want to be your eyes too. So if you let me and don't let go of these hands, I'll never let go either. I promise." Started: April 16, 2018 Ended: September 15, 2019 Unpublished: Oct. 17, 2020 *Editing in process* -2nd place in Xenon BTS Fanfiction Awards -Finalist in BTS: Battle of the Best Fanfictions 2018

$Heart Made Of Glass {Kim Taehyung Fanfiction} \\\Completed\\\ by Lyherr__$

°°°°3RD PLACE IN THE KIM TAEHYUNG FANFICTION OF HEARTBEAT AWARDS°°°° Shattered hearts....Shards of glass... Scattered in my soul.... Broken spirits....Painful thoughts.... Strewn across the floor... Its an awful mess....But the pieces, Once made me whole.... So perhaps..Inspite of the wreckage.... They'll be able to once more.... ∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆ 'I have hurt you a lot, didn't I?' He looked at me with hurtful eyes. 'Nah...its just that my heart was made of glass through which you actually broke in...and thankfully, didn't fail to repair...' I smiled. Cover by: @Lyherr_ Plot set by: @Lyherr_ *I would really appreciate if you vote and comment on my story and voice out ur opinions for it but please....avoid stealing and copying my plots😇* THANK U!💖💖

𝐔𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 by SinCircus_

All the cameras in the world can't capture how breathtaking she is and I'm selfish enough to keep that image locked up in my mind where no one else other than me can return to it. I want to keep this moment frozen in time all to myself. Because even when the unfiltered memory of her is sitting in the deepest, darkest most demented space in my mind, it's going to be the most real thing I'll ever come back to. Park Jimin *This is a slow burn romance. If you're expecting a quick fix, this isn't the story for you.*

Faded Memories ||| BTS by Shusushsuwkkxns

"I'll be willing to break myself just to see you happy." - Kim Taehyung "Love is Selfish" - Park Jimin "I'll be willing to sacrifice love for our friendship." - Kim Seok-jin "Just try to hurt her once and I'll break you twice." - Kim Namjoon "She has hurt our queen... Now she will suffer the consequences." - Jhope "Yes.. When BTS is reunited, we are stronger than ever." - Jungkook "We never touch a girl without her consent sir." - Suga "You should learn to love, not to fall in love because everything that falls gets broken." - Blaire Willow Meeting BTS personally is every army's dream. But what if you did? What if..... You became close friends with them. You spent time together with them. Attended their concerts to support them. And then... You get to design their outfits. You went to a vacation with them. And then you became one of the most important people to them But then one day, you got into an accident... Then your memories faded away. They started to fight with each other because of this problem. Will you try to remember and bring back your memories for them? Let's read together a story about a girl named Blaire Willow.

The Truth Untold // Jeon Jungkook ✔️ by xuARMYhopex

She is going to see Jungkook. Oh my god, what worse could happen at this moment?!! I can't let that happen! She's starting to open the door, and now I am panicking. The only thing I found to do is grabbing his face with both my hands, turn us around so that now his back faces the door, and crash my lips onto his to put my best friend in an awkward position. His eyes are wide open as he is shocked by my action. He doesn't move, leaving his hands in the air on either side of my body. I hear her gasping behind him. "Oh Gosh, I'm sorry. Coming back later." She says, embarrassed, and goes back inside, closing the door behind her. I am so surprised by my own action that I don't know what to do anymore. I suddenly push him away with my hands on his chest, and his back hits slowly the door. We're looking into each other's eyes, without knowing what to do. I clear my throat and break the intense awkward eye contact. Okay, this is embarrassing. "I did not expect that." He breaks the awkward silence. "Me neither. I panicked. Let's not talk about that again." ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ♪ YOU KNOW THAT I CAN'T, SHOW YOU ME, GIVE YOU ME ♪ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ What it is like to be an idol? Is it easy? Are you happy and free? Believe me, this is nothing near what you think it looks like. ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ Story inspired by BTS Jin, Jimin, V and Jungkook's song THE TRUTH UNTOLD:) ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ Genre : fanfiction, fluff, romance. ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ ▫ Started : 01.26.22 Finished : 03.29.23 TW : mental illness

Stay || m.yg x y/n by AnOunceOfSuga

((COMPLETED)) You blink and feel a tear run down your cheek. You lean over to Yoongi and take his hand. He faces you again. You pull him into a hug and immediately break down into his arms. He hugs you tightly, not wanting to let go. "You know what would happen to me if I went back." You can't hold back your tears. "I know. I don't want you to get hurt." You hug him tighter. "I don't know what to do." He pulls away and smiles at you. He lifts your chin up so that you're looking into his eyes and wipes your tears away. "Stay."

My younger brother by moll0222

You are my drug. One touch and the intoxication is instant. Whatever you want to do is what we'll do and there isn't a thing I can do to stop you, not that I'd want to. Just your scent sends me into a heady trance, one that doesn't end until our bodies are still once more, just warm and snuggled in as close as two souls can be. But we're family, it's wrong. Everything we do is wrong, and if anyone every found out about us, I'd never get to see your mesmerizing face again. I'd never get to stare into your big brown eyes for hours again. You're my beloved brother, I'd do anything for you. Whoever gets in the way would pay the prize. We're family, and my love for you lasts forever. No matter what I had to sacrifice for you, I'd do anything to make you mine

Saved Me by Moonkrvs

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LIVE (Depressed Taehyung X Reader FF) by dat_agustd_tho

"hey y/n.." he said still not looking at me. I turned my face up to him for him to say "you told me 'let go of the past' but... It's hard so.. I'm thinking about letting go of the future instead." no.... No... "NO!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs while not realizing that my legs took me to the falling figure a little late **************************************** WARNING!!📢 This FF contains: Awkward and crappy shit that I don't even know myself. Absolute cringe bad language Suicide attempt Depressing shit ofc Violance Abuse ⚠️IF YOU ARE DEPRESSED OR SUISIDAL OR OR SENSITIVE TO ANY OF THE OTHER THINGS, PLZ READ AT YOUR OWN RISK OR DON'T EVEN READ AT ALL⚠️

HEARTBEAT|KTH|COMPLETED by violet__an__absinthe

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