My breath is getting shallow and I can feel my heartbeat slowing down.
Numbness. I should be grateful, happy even, but...
"Tae, please, please don't close your eyes!" I can feel warm hands caressing my face, I open my eyes as much as I can, trying to catch just one last glimpse of the angel before me.
"...m sorry, s-s-sorry"
"No, please stop, please stop talking, ambulance is on the way, everything will be alright!" His beautiful eyes glisten with tears, I try to reach his face, but my hands won't cooperate, I can feel myself fading away. I don't want to go yet, I want to touch him again, feel his warmth, see him smile and tell him that I'm not going anywhere.
"Tae! Tae! Open your eyes! Please, I'm begging you! I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, please I will do anything, but please don't leave me!"
"K...Kkk..ie, s...ry" I close my eyes for the last time, I can't feel anything anymore, just regret. So much regret. Somewhere in the distance I can hear someone crying, calling my name, begging. Who? I don't know anymore.
One last exhale. It's over.
You are my drug.
One touch and the intoxication is instant.
Whatever you want to do is what we'll do and there isn't a thing I can do to stop you, not that I'd want to.
Just your scent sends me into a heady trance, one that doesn't end until our bodies are still once more, just warm and snuggled in as close as two souls can be.
But we're family, it's wrong.
Everything we do is wrong, and if anyone every found out about us, I'd never get to see your mesmerizing face again.
I'd never get to stare into your big brown eyes for hours again.
You're my beloved brother, I'd do anything for you.
Whoever gets in the way would pay the prize.
We're family, and my love for you lasts forever.
No matter what I had to sacrifice for you, I'd do anything to make you mine