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abuse bangtanboys bts death depression friendship jeonjungkook junghoseok kimnamjoon kimseokjin kimtaheyung minyoongi parkjimin self-harm suicide taekook yoonmin

My breath is getting shallow and I can feel my heartbeat slowing down. 
Numbness. I should be grateful, happy even, but...
"Tae, please, please don't close your eyes!" I can feel warm hands caressing my face, I open my eyes as much as I can, trying to catch just one last glimpse of the angel before me.
"...m sorry, s-s-sorry" 
"No, please stop, please stop talking, ambulance is on the way, everything will be alright!" His beautiful eyes glisten with tears, I try to reach his face, but my hands won't cooperate, I can feel myself fading away. I don't want to go yet, I want to touch him again, feel his warmth, see him smile and tell him that I'm not going anywhere.
"Tae! Tae! Open your eyes! Please, I'm begging you! I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, please I will do anything, but please don't leave me!" 
"K...Kkk..ie, s...ry" I close my eyes for the last time, I can't feel anything anymore, just regret. So much regret. Somewhere in the distance I can hear someone crying, calling my name, begging. Who? I don't know anymore. 
One last exhale. It's over.All Rights Reserved

abuse bangtanboys bts death depression friendship jeonjungkook junghoseok kimnamjoon kimseokjin kimtaheyung minyoongi parkjimin self-harm suicide taekook yoonmin

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Web Of Lies by SpadeZ_006

"... You're a monster," I said, my voice breaking as I sobbed... "...That I am Jimin, and I'm gonna make this quick..." he held on to my jaw tightly before speaking again... "...I didn't know you liked friends..." "...I also didn't know you liked guys... I guess they are a lot of things we don't know about each other..." "...don't you regret it..." "...no... I would do it again and again if I have to... I don't regret it. I won't regret... never..." "...stop Seokjin, you're going to kill him..." "...he killed my sister, he deserves to die..." In which Jimin faced two years long bullying from his band members without actually knowing the reason behind it. With all the twists and turns, the truth finally came to light, names were cleared, and apologies were given, but what about the ....guilt.... fear... and the memories.... The fear is still there, ready to surface whenever triggered, the memories still hunting... How long will it take to get rid of it entirely? Warning ⚠️ Mention of rape: not too detailed Bullying Degradation: not too explicit Mention of abuse: detailed None of this relates to the real world, the context of this story is just for content sake. Thanks 😊 SpadeZ

𝖁𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊 by bangtanbeanz

{ᴛᴀᴇʜʏᴜɴɢ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ} "You know what? I'm more than angry. I'm furious. You throw away my feelings like they're nothing. Like I'm nothing. And then you go and make out with my best friend." She stayed silent for a while. "Forget it. You don't have feelings for me. Forget it." "Taehyung, I do have feelings for you, it's just-" "No, you don't. If you did, then you wouldn't treat me like a paper bag, or like I'm just at your disposal." I was starting to lose my grip, my legs felt like jello and I could barely see her anymore. "Taehyung, you aren't just at my disposal. I really do-" "Forget-" "Taehyung." Her voice was stern and I stopped suddenly. "You don't see what I see. I see this amazing, charming and handsome man in front of me. I smile when thinking about you. I want to do everything in my power to make you happy, but it's just that I'm still figuring out my feelings for Jungkook too." She sighed. I paused and processed all of her words. Her words felt like rich velvet throughout my body, but my mind was racing. She still has to choose. She still doesn't have enough feelings for you to pick you. You're still not enough. "Until you're able to choose, I won't believe you." ☾☼☽☼☾☼☽☼☾☼☽ Contains mature themes such as gore, language, and slightly sexual interactions. Published: April 20th, 2018 Finished: April 9th, 2020 All Rights Reserved Anything remotely like another story is purely coincidental

Pick One (VKookMin) by Lee_Hannn

"Say... Who do you want better?" He hits me once. "Answer him." The other slaps me hard, twice. They both smiled sweetly as they helped me up. My shivering self couldn't bare to hold up by strength alone. "We're sorry... Maybe if you answered us, you wouldn't have to experience this." I tilted me head as I looked at both of them disgustingly. I saw their fake apologetic look morph into sterness. Sigh... I've had enough of their games. It's probably time for me to end it. ⚠️⚠️⚠️ - Abuse -Self Harm -Graphic death descriptions -Smut -Rape -Threesome or twosome -Suicidal thoughts -Psychopathic characters Dom: Taehyung ; Jimin Sub: Jungkook Please don't read if you are sensitive with these topics. If you aren't, enjoy the ride! Cover is owned and created by me Started: October 25, 2018 Finished: March 2, 2019 Daebak Rankings! #15 - BOTTOMKOOK #30 - TOPTAE #1 - SADISTS #55 - PSYCHOTIC #12 - #6 TOPJIMIN

LIVE (Depressed Taehyung X Reader FF) by dat_agustd_tho

"hey y/n.." he said still not looking at me. I turned my face up to him for him to say "you told me 'let go of the past' but... It's hard so.. I'm thinking about letting go of the future instead." no.... No... "NO!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs while not realizing that my legs took me to the falling figure a little late **************************************** WARNING!!📢 This FF contains: Awkward and crappy shit that I don't even know myself. Absolute cringe bad language Suicide attempt Depressing shit ofc Violance Abuse ⚠️IF YOU ARE DEPRESSED OR SUISIDAL OR OR SENSITIVE TO ANY OF THE OTHER THINGS, PLZ READ AT YOUR OWN RISK OR DON'T EVEN READ AT ALL⚠️

Faded Memories ||| BTS by Shusushsuwkkxns

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𝐔𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 by SinCircus_

All the cameras in the world can't capture how breathtaking she is and I'm selfish enough to keep that image locked up in my mind where no one else other than me can return to it. I want to keep this moment frozen in time all to myself. Because even when the unfiltered memory of her is sitting in the deepest, darkest most demented space in my mind, it's going to be the most real thing I'll ever come back to. Park Jimin *This is a slow burn romance. If you're expecting a quick fix, this isn't the story for you.*

Save Me by YuiYukomaru

"I want to breathe, I hate this night" "I want to wake up, I hate this dream" "I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead" "Don't wanna be lonely" "just wanna be yours" "Save me because I can't grip on myself" "Listen to my heartbeat" "It calls you whenever it wants to" "Because within this pitch black darkness" "You are shining so brightly" "Give me your hand" "I need your love before I fall" "Give me your hand, save me" "I will save you jimin, I know that you are in a big pain, I will not make you forget about your past but I will make you change your future" Edited ✔✔

Blind Love | Kim Seokjin, Kim Taehyung, Min Yoongi by Shookieillegirl

"Why are you still here Minji? Why would Taehyung still keep you around to look after me if he already got what he wanted..." His voice was quiet and new tears were silently falling down his cheeks once again. "Because I want to be your side Jin. Will you let me be your nurse and take care of you still? I swear to be a good one and an even better friend." His ears turned red on me and I thought I saw a little smile on his face before it vanished. "I can't do anything for you Minji. I have nothing to offer you. I can't pay you to care for me. Do you still want to be my friend even though I'm blind and penniless now?" I held his hands in mine and although he couldn't see me right now, I was drowning in those dark brown eyes of his. A smile formed on my lips as I look lovingly at him. "Not just a nurse or a friend Jin, but I want to be your eyes too. So if you let me and don't let go of these hands, I'll never let go either. I promise." Started: April 16, 2018 Ended: September 15, 2019 Unpublished: Oct. 17, 2020 *Editing in process* -2nd place in Xenon BTS Fanfiction Awards -Finalist in BTS: Battle of the Best Fanfictions 2018

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