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"Please come back to me.'' I whispered, my fists balled, resting my chin on them. I stared at his face, his pale, pale face. 

"Please come back Ash." I feel a tear fall down my face. Hes already been out for three months as of today. 

13 weeks. 91 days. 2,191 hours. 131,487 minutes.  

And its all my fault.
~~~~~  
Luke and Ashton have been best friends. They are in a band, they have nice lives, and they have a special bond. 

Then the incident happened. Ashton was rushed to the hospital. Luke, Calum, and Michael all knew what happened.   

After three months of Ashton not waking up, Michael and Calum think its time to give up. Time to move on. Luke does not. He asks for 100 more days. Then if he still isn't awake, then they can give up.   

But he believes Ash will wake up. 

He has too.All Rights Reserved

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One Of The Hemmings by iero_saurus

Skyler Aviana Hemmings. The youngest of the Hemmings family. She used to be the bubbly, kinda girly sister of Luke, Jack and Ben. Luke's age is the closest age to Skyler's, thus her and Luke has a stronger relationship. But everything drastically changed when Luke's band became very well known and he'd tour for a number of months. She grew distant from everyone except for her friends Percy, Avan and Drew. She started locking up in her room all the time, dying her hair, getting piercings and tattoos, and would stay at Avan, Drew or Percy's house more often. Just like her brother she is musically inclined. She can sing, play the guitar and drums, and of course write music. She belonged in a band called 'Monsters In Your Heads' as the drummer and singer of the band. Whenever Luke comes home she would take off her piercings, dye hair blonde, and wear baggy shirts and shorts as well as foot socks to cover her a tattoo she got below her ankle. She'd avoid him and always go out until he'll have to go back on tour. But he went to tour for 10 months. What will happen when he got a call from his parents 6 weeks into tour saying they can't handle Skyler's attitude and they would be sending her to tour with him?

Over and Over (Lashton) by myhellismymind

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

My Broken Bandage~~ An Ashton Irwin fan fiction by 1963021308lou

I had always thought highly of myself. I always made good grades, always the good child. Mom let me stay out past 3 because she knew that I was making "good choices". Well they used to be "good choices" till I was in my senior year of College. When you see 'Mean Girls', it is nothing compared to what I go through. I did things. Things that my mother wouldn't think would be "good choices". I then met the lovable Ashton Irwin. I looked down at his wrists... cutting scars. I looked at my wrists... fresh cuts. I looked up at his concerned face. "I guess I need to be your broken bandage." "YOU JUST HAVE TO PUSH EVERYONE AWAY FROM YOU, PRIMROSE! INCLUDING ME! IF you just were going to let dangle by a string then cut me off... you could've let me hold the scissors." I sniffed into the camera, "Goodbye world. It was nice knowing ya." I turned off the camera and looked at the pills in my hands. Goodbye Ashton. I never wanted to push you away.

The Lonely Ones ( Cashton) by BooBearismahname

Ashton Irwin. 18. The loner. Never talks. Never smiles. Never does anything but listen. He is always alone. Has been since he was born and his parents left him with his 48 year old Grandma. All his classmates think he likes to be alone, but inside he's dying for someone to notice him. Just one person to be his friend. To care if one night he were to kill himself. Calum Hood. 18. The nerd. All he ever does is read and write. He hardly ever even looks up. He wasn't always like this though. He changed when his Mum married a man named Peter and Peter started to abuse Calum. That was fifth grade. Now he's in his last year of high school. Other students think he wants good grades or has some disorder. But no. He only reads and writes so he can escape the world he lives in. Just waiting for someone to notice his pain. When Calum and Ashton have been paired up to do a school project together will they find the answers to their problems or will heaven gain two more beautiful angels?

Saving Ashton // lashton by blurryfacelester

Ashton's in love with Luke but the day he was suppose to tell him was the worst day ever well in fact also is last day ever. Yes you Heard me Ashton "died" is it to late for Luke to ever find out? Is Luke able to save Ashton? Oh and guess how Luke is taking all this. If you guessed pretty bad. Then you got it right. Find out what happens and read my story "Saving Ashton ||Lashton||" and follow them on their journey. ============================= Nothing's been the same since Ashton's accident. Why was I such a jerk to him? Maybe if I would have listened maybe he would be okay and safe. It's all my fault. Everyone tells me to forget about it and it's not my fault but I can't help it. I think about him everyday, every hour, every minute I miss him so much. ~~~~~ Ik this sounds kinda shitty but just read the prologue and I promise you will love it. And if you don't like 5 seconds of summer don't complain. Just don't read my story

and then you left // cth by permanentchase

"you left me, cal. after everything you'd said, after every promise, you left me without even saying goodbye," my words knock the wind out of him. he doesn't know what to say, what to do. but even so, he stares into my eyes, reminding me of everything i left behind. my final words leave him breathless and heartbroken, maybe even more heartbroken than I was when I found out what he did to me. "how could you do that to me?" ... old habits die hard.

Safe Haven || mgc by chocolatemilkparty-

"What's that?" The boy quickly brought his hand to the girl's cheek, softly brushing over the purple skin, determined to not hurt her. But she still winced slightly under his touch. "Nothing." Her voice sounded broken and scared when she pulled away quickly. She didn't want to face him like that. The boy's expression softened immediately, his eyes full of worry. "Was it him?" "I tripped and fell down the stairs." "Why don't you leave him?" When she looked at her best friend, with so much sadness and concern, paired with anger for the boy who caused her all this pain, in his eyes, she felt her heart shatter. "I love him." He shook his head slowly. "No, you don't. You love the idea of him." [Trigger warning: this story contains talking about triggering topics, such as abusive and toxic relationships.] #1 in toxicrelationship #4 in michael5sos #10 in 5sosfam #12 in mgc #14 in 5sauce #16 in 5sosfanfiction #38 in michaelclifford #43 in bands #53 in 5sosfanfic

Troubled Souls // 5SOS by queenclifford127

What happens when six kids -- a kleptomaniac with rejection issues, an insomniac whose panic attacks keep her up at night, an anorexic boy in remission, a relapsing leukemia patient, a boy who can't speak, and a victim of depression in denial -- all meet for a therapy group? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx WARNING: This book will contain depression, anorexia, panic attacks, self-harm and references to self-harm, cancer, and other physical/mental illnesses. I don't want it to be a trigger for anyone, so please be aware of this! This story is an original work created by me, but the songs and any pictures used throughout do not belong to me. All credit for these goes to the original creators.

Imprinted → lashton [book one] by TRXGICS

When you're born, a small timer is imprinted on your wrist. This small timer counts down. It counts down to the moment you meet your soul-mate. Luke Hemmings' timer reached one week, and it's all he can think about. Ashton Irwin's life is crumbling under his feet, and all he can do is cry about it. That is, until the two worlds collide. →This story contains swear words and boyxboy material. This story also mentions anorexia, self harm, suicide, and suicidal thoughts. If you are struggling with any of those things, don't be afraid to post on my message board or reach out for professional help. You have a purpose and you are loved. Stay strong. ← [i started the book when i was twelve, and finished it at thirteen. so its quite cliché, but i tried to make it ehhh u know]

Little Letters ≫l.h & a.i by soft-lights

Dear Luke, I have written this over and over again, trying to make it right. And I am not going to throw this version away this time. Your absence is making me sad. You have been gone and no one can get over it. Especially me. Your friends ask if i'm okay. I don't really reply. There is no way to show how I am really feeling. Your friend Ashton seems nice. So do all your other friends. But I still miss your laugh. Your smile. Your voice. You have been gone for a while, and I am not sure if I am supposed to move on or not. Because it seems like nobody else can get over it either. -May ----------------------------------- A/N: This is my first story published on Wattpad. It is kind of a crappy one, and I intended it to be much longer and sadder, but my mind ran out of ideas. This is one of my worst stories but I finished it and didn't know what to do with it so I'm just publishing it. This is a story about a girl moving on without her best friend. This is not a Luke Hemmings romance, it is an Ashton romance. Hope you like it, please read, rate, and enjoy!

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Imprinted → lashton [book one] cover

Little Letters ≫l.h & a.i cover

One Of The Hemmings

Skyler Aviana Hemmings. The youngest of the Hemmings family. She used to be the bubbly, kinda girly sister of Luke, Jack and Ben. Luke's age is the closest age to Skyler's, thus her and Luke has a stronger relationship. But everything drastically changed when Luke's band became very well known and he'd tour for a number of months. She grew distant from everyone except for her friends Percy, Avan and Drew. She started locking up in her room all the time, dying her hair, getting piercings and tattoos, and would stay at Avan, Drew or Percy's house more often. Just like her brother she is musically inclined. She can sing, play the guitar and drums, and of course write music. She belonged in a band called 'Monsters In Your Heads' as the drummer and singer of the band. Whenever Luke comes home she would take off her piercings, dye hair blonde, and wear baggy shirts and shorts as well as foot socks to cover her a tattoo she got below her ankle. She'd avoid him and always go out until he'll have to go back on tour. But he went to tour for 10 months. What will happen when he got a call from his parents 6 weeks into tour saying they can't handle Skyler's attitude and they would be sending her to tour with him?