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"Please come back to me.'' I whispered, my fists balled, resting my chin on them. I stared at his face, his pale, pale face. 

"Please come back Ash." I feel a tear fall down my face. Hes already been out for three months as of today. 

13 weeks. 91 days. 2,191 hours. 131,487 minutes.  

And its all my fault.
~~~~~  
Luke and Ashton have been best friends. They are in a band, they have nice lives, and they have a special bond. 

Then the incident happened. Ashton was rushed to the hospital. Luke, Calum, and Michael all knew what happened.   

After three months of Ashton not waking up, Michael and Calum think its time to give up. Time to move on. Luke does not. He asks for 100 more days. Then if he still isn't awake, then they can give up.   

But he believes Ash will wake up. 

He has too.All Rights Reserved

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We Won't Give Up × Luke Hemmings by cuddlinghemmings

Sequel To: Start All Over. “Will you ever give up on me?” I ask. “Not today, not tomorrow, not in a week, not ever. I will never give up on you.” He says. ~ When life was sort of taking a turn for the better, everything around Vanessa crumbles once again. When life throws you challenges, you don't give up. No matter how much it hurts, no matter how much pain you feel, no matter how many tears you cry, no matter how much hope is lost, no matter how much hate is sent, no matter how much betrayal, heartache and anguish you are faced with, you do not give up. It isn't an option. ~ {Warning: Will contain triggering thoughts and action and involves sensitive topics like depression, death, suicide and abuse} COPYRIGHT © 2013-2014 CUDDLINGHEMMINGS

"I'm Fine" ☠ l.h by isabella_slater

"What's it like?" Luke whispered, playing with her hands as they sat there in silence "Hmm?" She turned her head to see the tall boy next to her "Depression, what's it like?" She thought long and hard about her answer, "It's like drowning but... you can see everyone else around you... breathing" ••••• "I'm Fine" - the biggest lie a person has ever told. Courtney was Luke's best friend until she fell into depression and there was no one to catch her. Not until Mark came along and everything was okay, apart from Luke was being torn apart every time he saw them - but it was making her happy, the relationship, so he was 'Fine'. Mark brutally broke up with Courtney and now she won't talk to anyone. Courtney has depression again but it's worse - and Luke has to bring her out of it.

So it goes ✔ by atprawita

- Stay a bit after class. I got a brilliant plan - -You'll like it, I promise. Coz knowing you, you'd probs think that it's inappropriate. But FYI, this one is appropriate enough to be rated PG, I swear - "Whatevs, but what's the plan anyway?" "You and I, switch boyfriends" "Wait, what? Are you insane or something?" "Oh c'mon, it won't be that bad. "I... I don't know, I think I'll sleep on this" Or in which, Michael suddenly had this brilliant idea where he thinks switching boyfriend is the answer to tightening the bond between the four. With that being said, it means from this on, Ashton is gonna be paired up with Michael's boyfriend, and Michael is gonna be paired up with Ashton's boyfriend. Yeah, seems kind of weird and probably going to be so awkward, but what if it wasn't that bad? Here it goes... #288 in #lashton [24.11.20] #423 in #irwin #456 in #hemmings #158 in #lashton [29.11.20] #267 in #irwin #281 in #hemmings #142 in #lashton. [01.12.20] #244 in #irwin #258 in #hemmings #125 in #lashton [13.12.20] #197 in #irwin #209 in #hemmings at_prawita 23rd November 2020

Troubled Souls // 5SOS by queenclifford127

What happens when six kids -- a kleptomaniac with rejection issues, an insomniac whose panic attacks keep her up at night, an anorexic boy in remission, a relapsing leukemia patient, a boy who can't speak, and a victim of depression in denial -- all meet for a therapy group? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx WARNING: This book will contain depression, anorexia, panic attacks, self-harm and references to self-harm, cancer, and other physical/mental illnesses. I don't want it to be a trigger for anyone, so please be aware of this! This story is an original work created by me, but the songs and any pictures used throughout do not belong to me. All credit for these goes to the original creators.

The Tour by adoringXash

"I'm so done with you it's beyond belief" "Get over it princess you're stuck here for a few more months"

Imprinted → lashton [book one] by TRXGICS

When you're born, a small timer is imprinted on your wrist. This small timer counts down. It counts down to the moment you meet your soul-mate. Luke Hemmings' timer reached one week, and it's all he can think about. Ashton Irwin's life is crumbling under his feet, and all he can do is cry about it. That is, until the two worlds collide. →This story contains swear words and boyxboy material. This story also mentions anorexia, self harm, suicide, and suicidal thoughts. If you are struggling with any of those things, don't be afraid to post on my message board or reach out for professional help. You have a purpose and you are loved. Stay strong. ← [i started the book when i was twelve, and finished it at thirteen. so its quite cliché, but i tried to make it ehhh u know]

Safe Haven || mgc by chocolatemilkparty-

"What's that?" The boy quickly brought his hand to the girl's cheek, softly brushing over the purple skin, determined to not hurt her. But she still winced slightly under his touch. "Nothing." Her voice sounded broken and scared when she pulled away quickly. She didn't want to face him like that. The boy's expression softened immediately, his eyes full of worry. "Was it him?" "I tripped and fell down the stairs." "Why don't you leave him?" When she looked at her best friend, with so much sadness and concern, paired with anger for the boy who caused her all this pain, in his eyes, she felt her heart shatter. "I love him." He shook his head slowly. "No, you don't. You love the idea of him." [Trigger warning: this story contains talking about triggering topics, such as abusive and toxic relationships.] #1 in toxicrelationship #4 in michael5sos #10 in 5sosfam #12 in mgc #14 in 5sauce #16 in 5sosfanfiction #38 in michaelclifford #43 in bands #53 in 5sosfanfic

Saving Ashton // lashton by blurryfacelester

Ashton's in love with Luke but the day he was suppose to tell him was the worst day ever well in fact also is last day ever. Yes you Heard me Ashton "died" is it to late for Luke to ever find out? Is Luke able to save Ashton? Oh and guess how Luke is taking all this. If you guessed pretty bad. Then you got it right. Find out what happens and read my story "Saving Ashton ||Lashton||" and follow them on their journey. ============================= Nothing's been the same since Ashton's accident. Why was I such a jerk to him? Maybe if I would have listened maybe he would be okay and safe. It's all my fault. Everyone tells me to forget about it and it's not my fault but I can't help it. I think about him everyday, every hour, every minute I miss him so much. ~~~~~ Ik this sounds kinda shitty but just read the prologue and I promise you will love it. And if you don't like 5 seconds of summer don't complain. Just don't read my story

The Lonely Ones ( Cashton) by BooBearismahname

Ashton Irwin. 18. The loner. Never talks. Never smiles. Never does anything but listen. He is always alone. Has been since he was born and his parents left him with his 48 year old Grandma. All his classmates think he likes to be alone, but inside he's dying for someone to notice him. Just one person to be his friend. To care if one night he were to kill himself. Calum Hood. 18. The nerd. All he ever does is read and write. He hardly ever even looks up. He wasn't always like this though. He changed when his Mum married a man named Peter and Peter started to abuse Calum. That was fifth grade. Now he's in his last year of high school. Other students think he wants good grades or has some disorder. But no. He only reads and writes so he can escape the world he lives in. Just waiting for someone to notice his pain. When Calum and Ashton have been paired up to do a school project together will they find the answers to their problems or will heaven gain two more beautiful angels?

Wherever You Are - l.h by xKelsey5SOSx

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Ghost of you.. (Ashton Irwin) by AngeliccLester

"Hey Ashton. It's me again. I know it's been a few years, and I should've moved on by now but. I just can't! You're- I mean... you were the most important thing in my life. I still have the engagement ring on... Even though you're gone now.. sometimes people ask me when I'll take it off.. i always tell them never. It's a reminder of you. I miss you so much Ash.. I love you... I hope you can hear me..." I cried while placing flowers onto his grave.

Little Letters ≫l.h & a.i by soft-lights

Dear Luke, I have written this over and over again, trying to make it right. And I am not going to throw this version away this time. Your absence is making me sad. You have been gone and no one can get over it. Especially me. Your friends ask if i'm okay. I don't really reply. There is no way to show how I am really feeling. Your friend Ashton seems nice. So do all your other friends. But I still miss your laugh. Your smile. Your voice. You have been gone for a while, and I am not sure if I am supposed to move on or not. Because it seems like nobody else can get over it either. -May ----------------------------------- A/N: This is my first story published on Wattpad. It is kind of a crappy one, and I intended it to be much longer and sadder, but my mind ran out of ideas. This is one of my worst stories but I finished it and didn't know what to do with it so I'm just publishing it. This is a story about a girl moving on without her best friend. This is not a Luke Hemmings romance, it is an Ashton romance. Hope you like it, please read, rate, and enjoy!

final round - lrh by whiskeyluke

the story of a boy and a girl who rely on each other to keep one another alive emotionally and physically. // "It wasn't just a kiss, Lila," I say, cutting her off, not wanting her to think that I view it that way at all. I've known that from the second I walked away from her and how angry I was that I was feeling something so drastic as a result. My heart was racing immensely and it infuriated me. I was so fucking pissed that I acted on impulse and kissed the girl. Lila doesn't say anything, handing over the floor to me in order for me to give my side of the story. After all, I've hardly given her an explanation regarding it and she deserves that at the very least. "I've been wanting to do it again ever since that night," I admit to her, a breath leaving my lips. "I've held back every urge every time you've challenged me, every time you've looked at me a certain way, every time you smiled a bit wider whenever you saw me, every time you-" She cuts me off immediately, as if in fear of where this conversation is heading, "You're my lieutenant." I don't hesitate in response, "What if I want to be more than that?"

All of Me by XxWriter_4_lifexX

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Dreams On Fire || ✓ by pialikesbands

Completed ✔︎ (UNEDITED) "I'm Ashton," he spoke up with a slight tremble in his voice, trying to keep his emotions at the bay. "I'm Calum," he continued, his lower lip trembling, as he bit on it and walked over to where Ash was, interlinking their fingers together. "Michael," he whimpered, not being able to speak more than a word at a time. His eyes watered but he tried so hard to blink back his tears and joined Cal, holding his hand. "And I'm Luke," I mimicked Mikey and walked over to where all three of them stood, and without my consent, I let the tears fall. I clutched on to Mikey's hand for dear life as if he would disappear any second. "And we were 5 Seconds of Summer," we spoke up and bowed in unison, our last concert coming to a final end. Although, on the inside, I couldn't help but think this isn't the way it's supposed to be. + + + + + But what happens next is unexpected. On the way home, Luke gets in a car accident and the flames swallow him and his screams as a whole. What is left behind are his mere ashes. But when he wakes up, he's a ghost now and his dreams are on fire.

Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC by danyulaintonfiyah

"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

One Of The Hemmings by iero_saurus

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Blue Eye's ~ Lashton Story by 5SoSMakeMeThirsty

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and then you left // cth by permanentchase

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