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"Please come back to me.'' I whispered, my fists balled, resting my chin on them. I stared at his face, his pale, pale face. 

"Please come back Ash." I feel a tear fall down my face. Hes already been out for three months as of today. 

13 weeks. 91 days. 2,191 hours. 131,487 minutes.  

And its all my fault.
~~~~~  
Luke and Ashton have been best friends. They are in a band, they have nice lives, and they have a special bond. 

Then the incident happened. Ashton was rushed to the hospital. Luke, Calum, and Michael all knew what happened.   

After three months of Ashton not waking up, Michael and Calum think its time to give up. Time to move on. Luke does not. He asks for 100 more days. Then if he still isn't awake, then they can give up.   

But he believes Ash will wake up. 

He has too.All Rights Reserved

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The Lonely Ones ( Cashton) by BooBearismahname

Ashton Irwin. 18. The loner. Never talks. Never smiles. Never does anything but listen. He is always alone. Has been since he was born and his parents left him with his 48 year old Grandma. All his classmates think he likes to be alone, but inside he's dying for someone to notice him. Just one person to be his friend. To care if one night he were to kill himself. Calum Hood. 18. The nerd. All he ever does is read and write. He hardly ever even looks up. He wasn't always like this though. He changed when his Mum married a man named Peter and Peter started to abuse Calum. That was fifth grade. Now he's in his last year of high school. Other students think he wants good grades or has some disorder. But no. He only reads and writes so he can escape the world he lives in. Just waiting for someone to notice his pain. When Calum and Ashton have been paired up to do a school project together will they find the answers to their problems or will heaven gain two more beautiful angels?

Ghost of you.. (Ashton Irwin) by AngeliccLester

"Hey Ashton. It's me again. I know it's been a few years, and I should've moved on by now but. I just can't! You're- I mean... you were the most important thing in my life. I still have the engagement ring on... Even though you're gone now.. sometimes people ask me when I'll take it off.. i always tell them never. It's a reminder of you. I miss you so much Ash.. I love you... I hope you can hear me..." I cried while placing flowers onto his grave.

and then you left // cth by permanentchase

"you left me, cal. after everything you'd said, after every promise, you left me without even saying goodbye," my words knock the wind out of him. he doesn't know what to say, what to do. but even so, he stares into my eyes, reminding me of everything i left behind. my final words leave him breathless and heartbroken, maybe even more heartbroken than I was when I found out what he did to me. "how could you do that to me?" ... old habits die hard.

Wherever You Are || a.i by irwingirlduhh

"So that's it? After all we've been trough together?" "I'm sorry, Ashton." "No, it's okay. I understand. But I'll never forget you because I had the best time in my life with you. And there's not a day I regret. And whenever you're sad, when you have a bad day. Remember that there's this stupid boy in Australia that fell so hard for you and you once loved back, and remember that this boy, he's always with you. Everywhere. I love you, my girl. I always will."

So it goes ✔ by atprawita

- Stay a bit after class. I got a brilliant plan - -You'll like it, I promise. Coz knowing you, you'd probs think that it's inappropriate. But FYI, this one is appropriate enough to be rated PG, I swear - "Whatevs, but what's the plan anyway?" "You and I, switch boyfriends" "Wait, what? Are you insane or something?" "Oh c'mon, it won't be that bad. "I... I don't know, I think I'll sleep on this" Or in which, Michael suddenly had this brilliant idea where he thinks switching boyfriend is the answer to tightening the bond between the four. With that being said, it means from this on, Ashton is gonna be paired up with Michael's boyfriend, and Michael is gonna be paired up with Ashton's boyfriend. Yeah, seems kind of weird and probably going to be so awkward, but what if it wasn't that bad? Here it goes... #288 in #lashton [24.11.20] #423 in #irwin #456 in #hemmings #158 in #lashton [29.11.20] #267 in #irwin #281 in #hemmings #142 in #lashton. [01.12.20] #244 in #irwin #258 in #hemmings #125 in #lashton [13.12.20] #197 in #irwin #209 in #hemmings at_prawita 23rd November 2020

Stupidity ~5sos by skyhighafi

"You're stupid, but I love you.." *** a 5sos fanfiction

Imprinted → lashton [book one] by TRXGICS

When you're born, a small timer is imprinted on your wrist. This small timer counts down. It counts down to the moment you meet your soul-mate. Luke Hemmings' timer reached one week, and it's all he can think about. Ashton Irwin's life is crumbling under his feet, and all he can do is cry about it. That is, until the two worlds collide. →This story contains swear words and boyxboy material. This story also mentions anorexia, self harm, suicide, and suicidal thoughts. If you are struggling with any of those things, don't be afraid to post on my message board or reach out for professional help. You have a purpose and you are loved. Stay strong. ← [i started the book when i was twelve, and finished it at thirteen. so its quite cliché, but i tried to make it ehhh u know]

Troubled Souls // 5SOS by queenclifford127

What happens when six kids -- a kleptomaniac with rejection issues, an insomniac whose panic attacks keep her up at night, an anorexic boy in remission, a relapsing leukemia patient, a boy who can't speak, and a victim of depression in denial -- all meet for a therapy group? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx WARNING: This book will contain depression, anorexia, panic attacks, self-harm and references to self-harm, cancer, and other physical/mental illnesses. I don't want it to be a trigger for anyone, so please be aware of this! This story is an original work created by me, but the songs and any pictures used throughout do not belong to me. All credit for these goes to the original creators.

"I'm Fine" ☠ l.h by isabella_slater

"What's it like?" Luke whispered, playing with her hands as they sat there in silence "Hmm?" She turned her head to see the tall boy next to her "Depression, what's it like?" She thought long and hard about her answer, "It's like drowning but... you can see everyone else around you... breathing" ••••• "I'm Fine" - the biggest lie a person has ever told. Courtney was Luke's best friend until she fell into depression and there was no one to catch her. Not until Mark came along and everything was okay, apart from Luke was being torn apart every time he saw them - but it was making her happy, the relationship, so he was 'Fine'. Mark brutally broke up with Courtney and now she won't talk to anyone. Courtney has depression again but it's worse - and Luke has to bring her out of it.

Safe Haven || mgc by chocolatemilkparty-

"What's that?" The boy quickly brought his hand to the girl's cheek, softly brushing over the purple skin, determined to not hurt her. But she still winced slightly under his touch. "Nothing." Her voice sounded broken and scared when she pulled away quickly. She didn't want to face him like that. The boy's expression softened immediately, his eyes full of worry. "Was it him?" "I tripped and fell down the stairs." "Why don't you leave him?" When she looked at her best friend, with so much sadness and concern, paired with anger for the boy who caused her all this pain, in his eyes, she felt her heart shatter. "I love him." He shook his head slowly. "No, you don't. You love the idea of him." [Trigger warning: this story contains talking about triggering topics, such as abusive and toxic relationships.] #1 in toxicrelationship #4 in michael5sos #10 in 5sosfam #12 in mgc #14 in 5sauce #16 in 5sosfanfiction #38 in michaelclifford #43 in bands #53 in 5sosfanfic

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The Lonely Ones ( Cashton)

Ashton Irwin. 18. The loner. Never talks. Never smiles. Never does anything but listen. He is always alone. Has been since he was born and his parents left him with his 48 year old Grandma. All his classmates think he likes to be alone, but inside he's dying for someone to notice him. Just one person to be his friend. To care if one night he were to kill himself. Calum Hood. 18. The nerd. All he ever does is read and write. He hardly ever even looks up. He wasn't always like this though. He changed when his Mum married a man named Peter and Peter started to abuse Calum. That was fifth grade. Now he's in his last year of high school. Other students think he wants good grades or has some disorder. But no. He only reads and writes so he can escape the world he lives in. Just waiting for someone to notice his pain. When Calum and Ashton have been paired up to do a school project together will they find the answers to their problems or will heaven gain two more beautiful angels?