rockstar ;
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  • Reads 441
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  • Parts 19
  • Time 1h 34m
Ongoing, First published Jul 18, 2018
cus we all just wanna be big rockstars
and live in hilltop house driving 15 cars
the girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
we'll all stay skinny cus we just wont eat
and we'll hang out in the coolest bars
in the vip with the movie stars
every good gold diggers gonna wind up dead
every playboy bunny with her bleach blonde hair
and we'll hide out in the private rooms
with the latest dictionary of today's who's who
they'll get you anything with that evil smile 
everybody's got a drug dealer on speed dial
well hey hey i wanna be a rockstar

it's not all it's craked up to be. jackie and kalani are facing struggles everyday with fame, fortune, kids, mental health, boys, girls, and drugs. lots and lots of drugs. what could possibly make it worse? well ... they've learned to stop asking that question...

kalani has a gorgeous baby girl from a relationship prior to her sam vs. luke drama. she wouldnt trade akela for the world. but it gets hard to juggle a music career and a baby and a bestfriend that's high off her brain half the time all at once. but that's why she has jack. her savior most of the time. is she looking past the perfect guy for the guy her mind is chasing?

jackie has a serious drug problem. she's higher than a kite most of the time. every night before performing, she gets high. aaron is trying to stop it, michael is encouraging it. it's the only thing keeping her alive at this point. her brain is practically fried. what's gonna happen when she graduates from gateway drugs and moved onto hardcore drugs? 

who knew being a rockstar would be so unfulfilling and heart-wrenching behind closed doors?

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