in your eyes
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Contenu pour adultesTerminé lun., mai 31, 20213h 56m
happiness. it's almost as difficult as trying to summarise a whole book in just a few lines.
so, where do we begin?
ara agassi. 17 year old girl who coped with the shitty life built for her by drugs, cigarettes and sex, yet somehow she still felt completely empty. all she wanted was to be happy... or die. or better yet, not exist. all she ever wanted was to feel loved, whole, not much to ask for, right?
wrong.
love, peace and all that other bullshit was impossible for her. how are you supposed to recover from your past when it seems to define you?
with a little help?
what happens when that help is from a childhood friend who turns ara's world upside down.
would that, maybe, push her off the edge?
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7/12/18 UPDATE I am currently editing my story now. As i have said this edit will make it longer and more detailed than the current version. Please comment Vote and share my story. Andi is shy with a complicated past. Sky is confident and has secrets that she has to try to keep. Will Andi's love for Sky be enough for her to overlook the pain that she goes through? What will Sky have to do that to show Andi that she is no longer apart of this life anymore and that she will do anything to keep Andi in her life. *****Story is being edited now. It will be longer and more detailed. I am also thinking of making it one POV and writing a second in Sky's POV.*****
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