in your eyes
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happiness. it's almost as difficult as trying to summarise a whole book in just a few lines.
so, where do we begin?
ara agassi. 17 year old girl who coped with the shitty life built for her by drugs, cigarettes and sex, yet somehow she still felt completely empty. all she wanted was to be happy... or die. or better yet, not exist. all she ever wanted was to feel loved, whole, not much to ask for, right?
wrong.
love, peace and all that other bullshit was impossible for her. how are you supposed to recover from your past when it seems to define you?
with a little help?
what happens when that help is from a childhood friend who turns ara's world upside down.
would that, maybe, push her off the edge?
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