How Am I Supposed to Feel?
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Última publicación mar, jul 31, 2018
This story will not be like your typical story. I am writing this as a way to help you (the reader), I would like to give advice. I am hoping with this I can connect, and help those who need a listening ear. Even those who are looking for advice without talking to anyone about their problems because their anxiety won't allow them to 'bother' anyone else with their problems. I am going to start this off with, what I think, will get the ball rolling and then after I start getting questions or suggestions I will try to incorporate what you (the reader) need in the next chapter. Any and all topics of conversation are welcome, this will be maturely rated but I may also place trigger-warnings on my chapters if they call for it. You guys' are going to be my inspiration.
Also, I will try to be as active as I can for you all but I do have a baby on the way, so please do not ever think I am ignoring you. I will always read your messages when I can.
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