Glass Half Empty; Glass Half Full
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  • Parts 12
  • Time 58m
  • Reads 186
  • Votes 6
  • Parts 12
  • Time 58m
Ongoing, First published Jul 18, 2018
Mature
Angelo's POV 

I watch as Meg stands on her tip-toes to give Ethan a quick kiss.

My heart sinks in my chest, I know that I'll never be able to hold him or kiss. I won't ever be able to have him like she does. Have him as my own.

Ethan turns to face me and gives me a shining smile. I try to muster up one to give back but I can't so I just look away and walk to my last class of the day. 
 
Ethan's POV 

Meghan turns toward me and stands at her highest, pecking me on my lips. Angelo is watching us. She smiles to herself and takes my hand into her own. 

I turn around to face him. I give him a small, sad smile and continue to walk with Meghan.

I wish he would have smiled back. I wanted to see him smile. To be happy. I want to hold his hands not hers. I want to kiss him and love him.

If only if I knew how he would react if I were to tell him. How would I tell Meghan that I am in love with her brother who doubles as our best friend? I shake it off.

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Special thank you to @mikeyspizzadope for the beautiful cover art. 

DISCLAIMER!!!

It is a Boy x Boy story so by saying that if you don't like it then simply don't read it. 

There will be some mildly mature scenes so you have been warned.

Anyways enjoy! ❤
Lorrayne

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#437 IN #SLASH

#469 IN #BXB
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