Trigger warning- contains self harm, depression, abuse
Jane. No last name. You ask why? Well she forgot it. No she didn't run away, but Jane has a special ability. She can forget what upsets her. And bearing the last name, of people she distrusted was not something appealing.
She was always the peculiar type. Rarely speaking with words, fists seemed to be a better choice. Yet, she always seems to tell the truth when she claims that nothing happens. Jane first discovered her ability and utilized it for mischief as a young child. After a traumatic event, she shut herself out, and began to forget more of her memories. Yet, as she grows older, memories are coming back. Discombobulated random pieces. Pieces she thought that she had forgotten for eternity. Memories she dreaded. Pieces of her that she feared. It seemed like underneath her depression, she forgot herself. She feared her ability was faltering, but in truth, it was too strong. Every time she forgot, she forgot herself for longer. All her memories would disappear. It used to be only for a millisecond, but now, she struggles to remember herself for hours. Read to find out her hidden secrets and memories.
-I suck at writing descriptions so you'll have to read to find out more!
"It's rather ambiguous, I can forget all these moments; the moments of regret, violence; the events that made me feel vulnerable. Because I never want to feel that way again. I just Shut down, and make myself forget; locking those memories in a tight dark abyss. But, it seems like every time I forget those bad memories, I forget a piece of myself. It's a beautiful curse."
"It's a curse that lets me believe the beautiful facade I've made and identified as; the empty person I am. When I look back on myself, it's all blank. It's as if nothing happened. Everything is fuzzy and discombobulated. It hurts to remember. Just like it hurts to forget. It hurts to experience. That's why I will protect myself."
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As a child, Theresa was given, the worst fate imaginable; to be without the ones she loves. More than that, the betrayal of being thrown into a dark, dangerous sanatorium by those very people, something no one really heals from.
In a shadowed world populated by the insane, and the decrepit. Ran by those who care more for greed than people, do you think you could survive long enough to see freedom?
Theresa had no choice.
At the age of 10, her happy childhood was ripped away. Her trust and love shattered by those she trusted most of all.
Why? You ask.
All because her parents found out that she was had been having nightly conversations with a dead relative.
Years passed, with Theresa slowly learning that in order to escape, she must subdue a part of herself. Broken and depressed, she eventually meets someone who would alter the flow of her fate.
The oddest things begin to happen, and with a rush of speeding time, she ends up with a group of self-proclaimed "Paranormal Hunters". With help from the crew and the few friends she makes, she shows the world and herself just how far her powers go. But nothing is without consequence.
Fate will not let her go so easily, and along the way, she will encounter people and otherworldly beings both, some who wish to hinder, some who wish to help. But can you ever really trust a spirit? This journey may teach her things about herself that no one could predict...