Simply Darkness
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  • Reads 10
  • Votes 4
  • Parts 3
  • Time 6m
Ongoing, First published Jul 19, 2018
Trigger warning- contains self harm, depression, abuse

Jane. No last name. You ask why? Well she forgot it. No she didn't run away, but Jane has a special ability. She can forget what upsets her. And bearing the last name, of people she distrusted was not something appealing.

She was always the peculiar type. Rarely speaking with words, fists seemed to be a better choice. Yet, she always seems to tell the truth when she claims that nothing happens. Jane first discovered her ability and utilized it for mischief as a young child. After a traumatic event, she shut herself out, and began to forget more of her memories. Yet, as she grows older, memories are coming back. Discombobulated random pieces. Pieces she thought that she had forgotten for eternity. Memories she dreaded. Pieces of her that she feared. It seemed like underneath her depression, she forgot herself. She feared her ability was faltering, but in truth, it was too strong. Every time she forgot, she forgot herself for longer. All her memories would disappear. It used to be only for a millisecond, but now, she struggles to remember herself for hours. Read to find out her hidden secrets and memories. 

-I suck at writing descriptions so you'll have to read to find out more!

"It's rather ambiguous, I can forget all these moments; the moments of regret, violence; the events that made me feel vulnerable. Because I never want to feel that way again. I just Shut down, and make myself forget; locking those memories in a tight dark abyss. But, it seems like every time I forget those bad memories, I forget a piece of myself. It's a beautiful curse."

"It's a curse that lets me believe the beautiful facade I've made and identified as; the empty person I am. When I look back on myself, it's all blank. It's as if nothing happened. Everything is fuzzy and discombobulated. It hurts to remember. Just like it hurts to forget. It hurts to experience. That's why I will protect myself."


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I ran downstairs into the living room, my heart pounding as I found all my brothers gathered around Nefeli. Her eyes were frantic, scanning the room, desperately searching for me. The scream that bastard had let out earlier must have reached her... The moment our eyes met, she practically threw herself at me, wrapping her arms around me so tightly I could barely breathe. I stood frozen for a moment, unsure of what to do. I hugged her back anyway... Even though I had no idea what was going on. "Thank God you're safe" she murmured in my ear, her voice trembling, leaving me even more confused. I glanced at my brothers. They all looked just as lost as I was. Except for Aiden and Alex. They were motioning for me to hold on. "Of course I'm okay, Nefeli. What happened?" I asked, my heart tightening. I hated seeing her like this, so worried and panicked. "I-I heard Alex and Aiden talking in Italian!" she stammered, her eyes wide with panic. "They said something about the Mafia! Are we being threatened by the Mafia?" Her voice cracked, and tears threatened to spill from her brown eyes. The room fell silent for a moment. My brothers exchanged looks, and then, without warning, we all burst into laughter. Nefeli stared at us, completely confused. Cole, finally calming down, wiped his eyes and looked at her with a smile. "Love" he said, his voice smooth, "we're not being threatened by the Mafia." he let the words settle in the air for a second. "We are the Mafia." • • • _______________________________________________________ ⚠️ DISCLAIMER ⚠️ Mentions of abuse, violence, harsh language, bad mental health, and light depression! Also, I don't own any of the photos! • • • ENGLISH IS NOT MY MOTHER LANGUAGE, I'M SORRY FOR ANY GRAMMATICAL OR VOCABULARY MISTAKES! • • • Please read 'Before You Read' in the first character chap! It's very important! • • • Started: October 4th, 2020 Finished: March 6th, 2021
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I ran downstairs into the living room, my heart pounding as I found all my brothers gathered around Nefeli. Her eyes were frantic, scanning the room, desperately searching for me. The scream that bastard had let out earlier must have reached her... The moment our eyes met, she practically threw herself at me, wrapping her arms around me so tightly I could barely breathe. I stood frozen for a moment, unsure of what to do. I hugged her back anyway... Even though I had no idea what was going on. "Thank God you're safe" she murmured in my ear, her voice trembling, leaving me even more confused. I glanced at my brothers. They all looked just as lost as I was. Except for Aiden and Alex. They were motioning for me to hold on. "Of course I'm okay, Nefeli. What happened?" I asked, my heart tightening. I hated seeing her like this, so worried and panicked. "I-I heard Alex and Aiden talking in Italian!" she stammered, her eyes wide with panic. "They said something about the Mafia! Are we being threatened by the Mafia?" Her voice cracked, and tears threatened to spill from her brown eyes. The room fell silent for a moment. My brothers exchanged looks, and then, without warning, we all burst into laughter. Nefeli stared at us, completely confused. Cole, finally calming down, wiped his eyes and looked at her with a smile. "Love" he said, his voice smooth, "we're not being threatened by the Mafia." he let the words settle in the air for a second. "We are the Mafia." • • • _______________________________________________________ ⚠️ DISCLAIMER ⚠️ Mentions of abuse, violence, harsh language, bad mental health, and light depression! Also, I don't own any of the photos! • • • ENGLISH IS NOT MY MOTHER LANGUAGE, I'M SORRY FOR ANY GRAMMATICAL OR VOCABULARY MISTAKES! • • • Please read 'Before You Read' in the first character chap! It's very important! • • • Started: October 4th, 2020 Finished: March 6th, 2021