Letters to My Tormentors
- LECTURAS 69
- Votos 7
- Partes 3
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Altered
Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.Concluida
Dear Hillary
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A Collection of Poems
These poems are just some of the little pieces that make up my life. Whenever I get inspired by someone or something, I write a little story about it in the form of a poem. In a way, it helps me express what I have in my mind in a very vague way. I'm not that kind of a direct person, but there are things that are sometimes, better to kept secret. Here, these poems are what I wanted to say to my friends, to other important people, to people in general, to the world around me, to life and each detail it possesses. Each poem has a central theme, and around that revolves a certain story that I want to impart, something too delicate to be expressed directly, something too complicated. Here, I want to share who I am. That's ... probably all ... that I need to say.Concluida
if you fall for me...
my names is Silence. because of the hell i go through, i cant feel anything. i cant feel anything but the painful pleasure. my plan is to run away when i graduate, im more then ready. there is nothing standing in my way, mostly because no one cares if i wake up the next day. there are no friends, no lovers, not siblings to miss. running away is easy, or it was...Concluida
Give me shelter
Have you ever felt so lonely you believed there was nothing left for you? Stashed away, merely forgotten. I mean you could cry and cry, yet no one would hear you. At least no one you truly once loved. Being yourself can be detrimental to others happiness, and so you down play who you are. You devalue your beliefs, your morals fall short and that hollow rock turns into your Mirror. Do you matter anymore? Would anyone care if you simply disappeared? Could you find your way out of the darkness? Look Closer is one of my favourite quotes and so I'll use it as a guide to understanding the complex characters you're about to meet.Concluida
The ways we lost him(completed)
I always believed that my group of friends were resilient enough to withstand anything. But then that day happened and I watched it helplessly crumble. I wasn't aware it had to crumble to build itself back up again. It was a painful process But I learned so much, I overcame so much. Here is our story. -/ Imagine the most awful thing you're mind can conjure up, in the darkest crevices of your conscience. Well for me, that was made a reality. My entire world was collapsing. I thought I knew myself, I thought I knew others, I knew nothing.Concluida
My Letters to Send
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Into The Unknown
When we lost each other's hands it felt like I was living in a kingdom with no exit, like walking on a frozen lake but weighing 300lbs. I had to find another way to live and so I breathed once and then I breathed again. When eyes can show you the way, and breath can make you invincible, what is there left to fear? I thought I needed saving from the wolves, I thought the claws and teeth would be my end but they taught me that I had been the wolf all along.Concluida
Blurred Dreams
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Mental Synchronisation Can Have But One Explanation
They say you don't have to live with dragons to write about them, but I think that is not true for friends only you can see, especially if that friend is the only person in the worlds who understands your distress. Take my friend for example, in my world despite my permanent arousal my friend pushes me to engage, stirs me to want more, and opens my eyes to things I didn't know I was missing, and what am I giving in return you ask? Well I am reciprocating by pulling my friend out of their world and forcefully opening their mind to new possibilities, whether they want it or not. Just another Tuesday, just another delusion, just another episode amidst the turmoil that is P.G.A.D.Concluida
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