Cuts in the dark

One accident, one encounter, one person, one decition changed her life for ever. Jalen Hamarion is dead...and now he's lost feeling guilt and he goes missing, not physically but he loses himself in the memories he had with the girl he not only loved more then the next breath of life that he breathed. She was the woman that scared him because she knew how to read him, she was different, all he ever wanted, and someone he could confide in. This is the story of the one he was happy with, his memories of happiness.
*Imagine about Calum Hood Bassist of 5 Seconds of Summer* (There are trigger warnings in this book please be safe everyone and if you need someone to talk to just hit me up in the pm. I want everyone to be careful and if you feel triggered at all during some parts of this story please know your limits and skip the part or discontinue reading. )