HOPE
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Last published Wed, Jun 19, 2019
"I just don't get what you see in me like I cause so much chaos in my life and especially for others and everyone always walked out of my life and bashed me...... why aren't you doing the same ?" I asked unclear of why he stayed.
" I was just like you and I when through about as much as I could bare but I didn't quit and didn't give up on those who wanted to help me change and you shouldn't either trust me.....you don't wanna get through this by yourself do you?"
I shook my head no.
"exactly so I'm staying and helping you get through this because you will not let what your going through consume you understand?"
"yes" I mumbled.
and remember you will always have me as your support system...... you are not alone.
That was the day I felt a little Hope.
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