frozen feelings
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Last published Mon, Aug 27, 2018
Bucky woke up in a place he couldn't recognise. And he dared to think that the day he finally managed to escape Hydra would be the best in his life... That then his life would be nothing but good. And how wrong he was. He just escaped from bad place, but hell was, in fact, in his mind. It seemed that there was no escape...
main pairing: steve/bucky
genre: angst + a bit of romance
trigger warnings: depression, anxiety, dissociation, panic attacks, flashbacks, self-harm
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