Painful Journey of a Joyful Soul: Dear brother, Fr. Atilano Tabaranza
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  • Parts 51
  • Time 52m
Ongoing, First published Apr 28, 2014
This is a hidden letter I wrote to my priest brother, when I was just a young missionary in Zambia.  This is actually an extended letter from my reasearch work in Theology "THE SEARCH".
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