Erika wasn't use to being popular, but when she finds out she's dating Ryan McCall, but she never liked him because he's a play-boy. But he lets her go, unfortunately Erika never told him that she loved him. But she never got to tell him because he was killed in a lacrosse game, that day would have been the best day of his life, he was gonna have a lacrosse scholarship to Princeton University. Did I know about the scholarship? Yes, he told me months before he let me go. The reason why he let me go was he thought I hated him. I get it, when I first met him, I hated his guts and then months later. I was falling for him, so fast. It's my fault, he fell for a nerd and now he's dead. Why did he let me go.