Committed To Violence
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Last published Tue, Dec 23, 2014
But I could never act out these thoughts or feelings. No. I was held back by something. But more fugitively speaking, someone. I hadn't realized it at that moment, but I do now. I understood how everything happened. How everything fell apart so quickly and unruly. And how everything just fell right back in place afterwards with him beside me. However, it was a different place. A more exhilarating, a more intoxicating way. I was addicted to it. I was addicted to him. It took him less than four months to turn me. It took him less than fifteen weeks- less than one-hundred and five days. I don't know how he did it. But he did, and I committed to it. That one word. Commitment. Such a strong and powerful word with so much meaning behind its letters. Turns out, this one word kept a reminder in my head, just how much my life has changed. For the best- or for the worst. I'll leave that up to you to decided.
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"I would like you, Miss Walker, to be my niece's nanny because she seems to have taken a liking to you," he said after puffing out the stream of smoke he inhaled from his cigar. Miss Walker?! I searched his eyes for a sign of recognition and familiarity but couldn't find any. Does he not remember me? I felt my heart shatter into pieces, not believing this could actually happen. "Hello," he snapped his fingers. I looked up, hoping I didn't have a distraught look on. "I would pay you $10000 per week and offer you an accommodation in my house to see to her every need. If you would sign this contract to seal the deal," he pushed a contract note towards me. I cleared my throat before speaking. "I would l-like to... take.. sometime. to.. think..about..it," I said quickly and walked, ignoring the shock look on his men's face. I walked out of his office and entered the elevator. How could he treat me like this? I thought about him for six good years, and here he was acting like he didn't know who I was. My chest tightened as I walked out. I blinked back to stop the tears. Fuck him and his stupid job offer! Shouldn't I be interested in getting to know him again? I couldn't believe Asher acted like that to me. Like I was nothing but a mere business deal to be sealed. Why me?! ^__^__^__^__^ This is just not a story between the rich and the poor. Billionaire and an average girl! It's Love vs. Hatred! Revenge vs. Denial! Light vs. Darkness! Agony and Pain! Six years have passed! Stephanie Walker kept holding on to the hope that he was going to come back for her. She can't seem to forget him. She just want to know him again and rekindle their love story. The question is : would he let her achieve that aim?
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