my little suicide note
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this is a story about my life there might be some* trigger warning*in here because at some point in my life i wanted to commit suicide because all the bulling i went through the reason im doing this is because i dont want people to go through what i did its hard for me to be confident and love myself but after you read this story i hope you find that loving yourself well help you find who you are in life and not let people put you down or drag you around
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