STRUGGLE: life in a conservative society
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She has known it for a long time. She has known but she had no choice but to act how the society wanted her to act. She feared rejection like any other human being. She had to be the 'boy' everyone around her thought she was. She has had to fight through to a point in her life where she couldn't take it anymore. She needs a stop to her struggle.
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Note: This is a fictionalized version of what I went through. Any other real life incident similar to this is completely coincidental.
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