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Save me

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Reads 1,766,131
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Parts 22
Time 1h 31m

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Ayden Grant is depressed, lonely, and misunderstood.

Cameron Reese is popular, a bad boy and arrogant.


"I'm your daddy Ayden." 




highest rankings: 

#1 in gay
#1 in awareness 
#2 in boyxboy

[ boyxboy romance ]


Trigger warnings: this book contains sensitive topics such as blood, cutting, suicide and other dark themes.All Rights Reserved

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