Lesbian Crushes and Bulimia: A Diary on How I Acquired my Eating Disorder (lesbian story) - Natasha Holme - Wattpad

Lesbian Crushes and Bulimia: A Diary on How I Acquired my Eating Disorder (lesbian story)

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I'm presenting here how it all started, the beginning of my book. 'Lesbian Crushes and Bulimia' is a real-life diary portrayal of an obsessive nineteen year old lesbian, Natasha, whose internal homophobia, alongside infatuations with other women, bring her condemnation in both her gay and straight environments and drive her into a state of compulsive binge-eating and purging.

Described as "a compelling read" in the rite of passage genre by Helena Whitbread, editor of The Secret Diaries of Miss Anne Lister, Helena draws a parallel between this book and the classics, "Catcher in the Rye" by J.D. Salinger and "The Bell Jar" by Sylvia Plath.

Edited from detailed, encoded diary entries, the story begins in the summer of 1989. Natasha is obsessively, unrequitedly in love with her former teacher, Miss Williams, a love which she declares openly as a tattoo on her wrist. She meets Alex, a girl her own age, who questions her about the tattoo, revealing her own remarkably similar obsessive love for her former teacher, Miss Wilson. A romance blossoms between the two girls. Alex is slim and beautiful, Natasha is not.All Rights Reserved

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Dear Ana, ni IAMpandax

"I fell into darkness but I didn't mind, I liked it." Amy Adams thought everything was alright, but when she heard her very best friend Rose committed suicide, her world turned upside down. Amy couldn't understand, why? But Amy found Rose's diary at her wake and everything became clear. Rose was anorexic. Rose wrote about her two guardians Ana and Mia, they helped her, or something. Amy didn't understand a thing, but not for long. Because Amy would also meet her fate with the two angels of death. Just like Rose. Amy has a hard time fitting in after her only connection to a social life left her alone. Amy get's lost and tries to save herself. But how can you pull yourself out of a hole where you can't see the edge? Amy does make new friends and she even falls in love but everything is on the verge of falling apart. How does she plan on keeping her 'new habit' a secret? and when will Amy really understand?

Skinny Love.. ni LittleWitchyVibes

This story is about Mia Smith she is a normal teenager or so she thought. But with her struggle with Anorexia and Bulimia. Her depression and cutting she tries to brighten up her friends life even tho she can't brighten her own. So join in on her journey with Life,Love,Fights,Friends and most importantly Skinny Love

Operation Skinny ✔️ ni veronicasoli

Phoebe's always hated her body. She never thought she was good enough to blend in with her classmates. And now, at almost 200 pounds, she decides to start what she calls 'operation skinny,' with one goal in mind: to shed the weight. She marks her wrist with the letters 'N' and 'O' to remind herself of the self-control she seeks. Her only friend is very concerned because he doesn't want to see her falling down a very unhealthy rabbit hole. But Phoebe doesn't see a single thing wrong with her actions. That is, until she finds herself waking up in the hospital bed with no recollection of how she got there. COMPLETED [20,000 - 25,000 words] -- Now published under the title: Eating Dilemma WattpadCover by: @modernlump

𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀 ni beanzgetti4

Rita becomes strict with her eating, everyday the number of calories she eats gets lower and the amount of time she does cardio gets higher. She practices of managing her starvation by distracting it and never catches a break on the scale. Nobody is aware of it, it was something Rita doesn't want her friends or family to know, hiding her body from them didn't last long. Her mother noticed the dramatic weight change on her body. She tries to help her get back to her eating and tells her many times that she's "perfectly skinny" but nothing works. Her mother puts her foot down as Rita started to get ill, her mom takes her to a mental health hospital. She deals with consequences from her nurses and other patients.

What I Once Called Love: The Drafts ni alexclarkbooks

This is my story, or rather a compilation of stories that spans more than a decade. Each piece is written from a place of truth with the exception of the names mentioned. The book itself will broken into sections, with each representing a different moment of my life that was instrumental in helping me define what love is and what it is not. This is a handful of chapters available for preview. Keep in mind, these pieces are drafts so they are in no way perfect so please be patient with me. I would love your feedback though so send in your comments and thoughts. I appreciate it!

$Suicidal Attraction {Old Version} ni _DarkQueen$

"When people who have trust issues fall in love it's scary. The people they fall for fill up that hole in their life that was left by someone who caused them to have trust issues. The person starts to fill whole and happy; like this person is the one. But when that one person leaves,the one who made them invincible,they're crushed. The persons life gets worse and they fall deeper and deeper into that hole. The hole of what used to be." Kira Green is one that never wanted to fall in love. She planned on being alone and pushed everyone who loved her away. She gets bullied relentlessly even though she tries her hardest not to be seen. But in our society,the more one tries to hide, the more one is exposed. When Logan Williams came bursting into her life like he did, she didn't know what to think of this charming boy. He was different than the rest of the world. For the first time, a person wanted to know about the scars on Kira's heart than the ones on her wrists. She doesn't trust him at all. She wants absolutely nothing to do with Logan,but somehow he finds a way to meddle his way into her life. And when he figures out more about Kira,he's more than shocked. He doesn't see a girl who hates the entire world ,but hates herself even more. He doesn't see a fat, ugly, whore when gazing into her eyes. He sees a girl who's been wronged by the world left and right. He sees a girl who cares music more than she cares about her own life. He sees a person who needs love. But not everyone who you try to save ends up being saved in the end. Sometimes it's just too late. As Kira always says ,"Happily ever after was so once upon a time." This book does not promote self harm or suicide. And it also doesn't romanticize it. It simply is a story about two broken people on a quest to fix one another and mange to somehow fall in love with each other along the way. FYI THIS IS NOT A FAN FICTION! THIS IS AN ORIGINAL STORY CREATED BY ME!!!

The Choices We Make ni emmehnim1

Book #1, Choices series *** "Is that what you need Ms C?" Michael said in his deep baritone, his eyes still on the screen. "Passion? Rough fucking against a wall? Or do you need something slow and desperate?" *** We all have choices to make in life. Some have more lasting consequences. Polly became a single mother at fourteen to her now eighteen year old daughter, Sloan. She dedicated her entire life to raising her to the extent of losing herself. But now that Sloan is in college, Polly is ready to start living. Michael is a twenty-three year old recent college graduate. He exclusively dates women much older than himself. He also has a laundry list of sexual appetites that would scare most inexperienced partners. With Michael as her new neighbor, Polly has some choices to make - or will she decide to hand over some of those choices to this persistent and overwhelming man? And what happens when another man, Mason, is added to the mix? Can they survive? **Mature content** Porn with a plot This book won't appeal to everyone. Many kinks are explored - some of which are risky and not recommended in real life (such as any breeding/ impregnating). Some kinks explored (at varying degrees): domination, breeding, primal, exhibition, breastfeeding, age gaps (younger man / older woman), threesome/ménage à trois, polyamory, degradation, praise, and a small nod to MDlb (although nothing is said specifically about that).

GW: DEAD THIN ni itsmeagaincallback

This is just a book well journal where I'll write down my daily calorie intake in a hope to help me loose weight

Pieces of Me. ni beautiful_wish

Hi there, how are you? I hope you're okay. Like the title says, this book is made of pieces of me, sort of like a diary. Each chapter has its topic, message and feeling. I write it as my life goes on, pouring my heart out, mentioning a lot of the past and situations I haven't overcome, voicing my struggles, wins and losses, lessons and pain. I hope this helps you somehow, I mean, if I'm gonna be posting my life anonymously on the internet I can try at least to help someone. Never forget, you are not alone. This is for you. Good luck :) *trigger warning*- please if you get triggered easily or are going through a hard situation don't read this book, specially the chapters: Puppy thoughts. The Need. -Sequel: Head High (on my profile)

Resistance is Futile ni VialetNapisom

Vox is bored, very bored, because being alone at the top is like that. When he's contacted by a new up and coming Overlord, the letter itself intrigues him, and then he meets the man. Hearing rumors about this harlot, Vox knows a relationship is out of the question, and it's just business. So why is he getting so attached? Val's finally built up enough reputation to play with the big boys, and he knows the one he wants, for business of course. He's done his research on Vox, and he knows better, it would never work when the man is so selfish. Every time they meet, though, he can feel the man's eyes on him, and he can't help if the exhibitionist in him likes it. But he can't afford to fall in love, right?

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Dear Ana,

"I fell into darkness but I didn't mind, I liked it." Amy Adams thought everything was alright, but when she heard her very best friend Rose committed suicide, her world turned upside down. Amy couldn't understand, why? But Amy found Rose's diary at her wake and everything became clear. Rose was anorexic. Rose wrote about her two guardians Ana and Mia, they helped her, or something. Amy didn't understand a thing, but not for long. Because Amy would also meet her fate with the two angels of death. Just like Rose. Amy has a hard time fitting in after her only connection to a social life left her alone. Amy get's lost and tries to save herself. But how can you pull yourself out of a hole where you can't see the edge? Amy does make new friends and she even falls in love but everything is on the verge of falling apart. How does she plan on keeping her 'new habit' a secret? and when will Amy really understand?

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