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Parts 6
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bravery bullying conflict confusion friendship future hate heartbreak love lust misunderstandings parties past

Why is love so cruel to me? What have I ever done . . .
To deserve this?

"I hate you!!" I shout from the top of my lungs, as hot tears poured out of me, draining my sanity, I couldn't take the heartbreak I couldn't take the anger that released out of me.


"Why? Why do you hate me?" was all he said
my eyes shut, heart beating, checks burning but all that came out was. . . 

"b-because I love you idiot!!"
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Join Vanessa White on a HELL full journey to find herself and finally get rid of all this unnecessary drama and misunderstandings with her and Ezra Lee, her first lover, and the first person she'll ever hate. They were once close friends, very close. Supposedly best friends, But that is when all this started. She left her hometown to live in England and never come back because of. . . . . many reasons. 
Now she's back and she doesn't know when all her painful memories will stop coming back.  The part she has come back a different girl with a goal in life. But will coming back reopen her scars for her beloved Ezra Lee. The "Fboy". 
Will she forgive Ezra?
Will she solve all these misunderstandings, confusion, conflict and finally accept him?
Or will she be ruined by hate and anger?All Rights Reserved

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A Little Bit Yours by JackGhostWriter

A young teenager from the United States is drawn to England to visit his brother. There, he finds something that he will keep with him for the rest of his life. That same young teenager, later on, returns to England to permanently live there. But also, he returns to his earlier discovery and becomes unsure of how to deal with it so many years later. That discovery is young Ella Kent, a small town girl with big hopes and ambitions, that spend the last years of her life hoping that the blue eyed boy Josh Harrison would come back to her. The big question here is...are they going to make it? Can they overcome their past? "If you want to walk away, go ahead and do it, but it's going to be on you, Josh. I'm trying to work on this, I'm trying to fix things but you're too set on your own ideas to realize what you're doing right now. If you walk out on me now, I swear to you that I will not put myself through this again." Read through to find out the fate of these two kids, and to have a wild ride through their lives, dramas, and most of all love. ****NOTE**** Sebastian Stan and Florence Pugh as used as visual references ONLY. This story doesn't describe them on a personal level and is completely fictional. Thank you!

The Maia and Ross Diaries by fabulousgreys

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Hate Loving You | COMPLETED by SkylerChase29

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