I Love
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  • Reads 71
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  • Parts 6
  • Time 45m
Ongoing, First published Jul 24, 2018
Why is love so cruel to me? What have I ever done . . .
To deserve this?

"I hate you!!" I shout from the top of my lungs, as hot tears poured out of me, draining my sanity, I couldn't take the heartbreak I couldn't take the anger that released out of me.


"Why? Why do you hate me?" was all he said
my eyes shut, heart beating, checks burning but all that came out was. . . 

"b-because I love you idiot!!"
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Join Vanessa White on a HELL full journey to find herself and finally get rid of all this unnecessary drama and misunderstandings with her and Ezra Lee, her first lover, and the first person she'll ever hate. They were once close friends, very close. Supposedly best friends, But that is when all this started. She left her hometown to live in England and never come back because of. . . . . many reasons. 
Now she's back and she doesn't know when all her painful memories will stop coming back.  The part she has come back a different girl with a goal in life. But will coming back reopen her scars for her beloved Ezra Lee. The "Fboy". 
Will she forgive Ezra?
Will she solve all these misunderstandings, confusion, conflict and finally accept him?
Or will she be ruined by hate and anger?
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