Merlins death from the viewpoint of a pissed off fangirl

Ok. So in this merlin and harry ARE shipped together. Don't like it then don't read it. I made the death how I would have done it. I still adored merlin's death and I cried for hours but I wanted to rewrite it like this.

I've done the scene where merlin and eggsy find out Harry's alive and doesn't have his memories for emotional context. Then I wrote the actual death scene. So yeah.